got high last friday-this last friday got drinkkk

well, im afriad---getting high was fun---but getting drunk seemed addicting to me. it runs in my family-and no can be genetic?? well, idkk..im craving for a beer right now..it was amazingggg....

im only 16 though.

deb

i know it can be hard to resist cravings but you need to try. youre very young and you have a whole life ahead of you and you'll enjoy it far more if youe able to remember all the good times. dont spend youre time drunk and high, its no way to create memories. you seem so sweet and full of life, i hope that you can resist this urge and channel your energies elsewhere. be safe.

Let me think back when I was 16....hmmm....I was in a juvienille detention center, on my way to a residential treatment center for girls. Before that when I was 14, I was placed in rehabs....halfway houses, and many many more inbetween.....all because of drugs. I ran away many times just so I could get high. I spent many nights sleeping in cars.....waking up with my face in the ground not knowing how I got there.

It's a bad, sad....horrible way to live.....way off from being cool although it felt that way. It made me feel cool, made me feel good, happy, loved, and numb.

I destroyed a few years of my childhood because of drugs and alcohol. Don't let it happen to you. That 2-3 hour high ain't worth a life time of regrets.

Desirae