[Jazz91]

i was on holidays last week and i was looking for this song i wrote, while looking for it i found some old messages from warren one of my ex boyfriends it made me think about him and wonder how he was going we stopped talking after he told me i ruined all his relationships so i turned around and told him i cheated on him and he never talked to me after that.

i felt it was time for me to apologise he didn't need to talk to me or forgive me i just needed to let him know how truly sorry i was so i sent him a text message and he didn't reply. a few days after i sent that message i got a reply from his mother saying that she was sorry but warren had committed suicide a few weeks ago i am shattered like i hated him after he treated me the way he did but i never wanted him dead and i didn't even get a chance to apologise and now he has left his girlfriend and his stepson on there own.

i am truly sorry for what i did and now he will never know i should have said something sooner maybe if i did he wouldn't have done it.

[EJ711]

Hi Jazz91,

I'm sorry for your loss, and the sorrow you are currently feeling.

EJ

[gimmeice]

(((((((((((Jazz91)))))))))))
I am sorry for your loss.

[DocClyde]

(((Jazz)))

[Jazz91]

thanks

i just feel like its my fault even though i know it is not he has left so much sorrow behind him and im not sure i can get through this it just hurts so much

[Sprite]

Sorry for your loss also. Everyone has done and said things they didnt mean. I cant Imagine you ever meant to hurt him. Just spoke without thinking which your not the only person ever to do that.

[Jazz91]

he always said he hated his life and that if he lost me he would do it and he didn't when he left me so i had assumed he was over it then when we had our fight he brought it up again and i told him his games wouldn't work on me so him actually doing it was quite a shock he just didnt seem like the type to do it. but he has

[DocClyde]

(((Jazz)))

[Jazz91]

i have come to terms with it and now i know he is happier wherever he is rght now i will never forget him and he will always be loved by his family and friends

[I_WMD]

Jazz ,, I know we have spoken a time or two ,,,, ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( Hugs )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))),,, And You will always Be One of those F R I E N D S !!!

And You have that Good Care Place .

Now YOU Take Care Friend and rest your head . I Be For ya as needed .... Kinda the safe place that is with softness and warmth. Rest. .

[Jazz91]

thank you that is nice of u 2 say this experience has made me realise how precious life truly is

[crazybones]

hi jazz yeah sometimes things are said that maybe shouldnt have been and yeah apologizing sooner might of helped but then again after you stopped talking to him you dont know what has been going on in his life but either way it is not your fault and you should not blame or regret the things you have done or said we all make some good and bad choices in life it is one of those things that kinda sucks in the long run i have been through hell and back if only people knew i am sorry tht you have lost a friend in life i wish you the best of luck and hope things go well further down the road