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Grace Claire · 02:41 PM

Hi s4ndm4n2006, thanks again for your response. In fairness to my ex-bf, I am the one to inquire about his sex life. I have an opposite reaction to his, as I do like to hear about his sex life. I do feel jealous yet I am aroused nonetheless. Still I knew to be cautious since I have known him so long. What I said was more of a surprised utterance, in the heat of the moment, than anything else. I don't mind a double standard. If it is sexy to him, then it is sexy to me. Men are strange to me though.

It seems I will not get an apology. So, he does not care about me. I am exhausted from losing him. I think I do love him.

Thanks for your thoughts non-HPD male s4ndm4n2006 As such, honeybee and I appreciate anytime you can offer input (if I may speak for her in her absence). -GC

Grace Claire · Jan 30, 2013, 02:22 PM

It is disrespectful for him to continue emailing me, right? Since he has not apologized. There was no real justification for calling me those names, right? What do you think? -GC

Jan 30, 2013, 02:29 PM

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Originally Posted by Grace Claire

It is disrespectful for him to continue emailing me, right? Since he has not apologized. There was no real justification for calling me those names, right? What do you think? -GC

Absolutely.

Also I forgot to address the fact that he called you names. That is the just despicable, and yes if he's not apologized then he shouldn't be bugging you anymore. If you have gmail you can block him.

Grace Claire · Jan 30, 2013, 03:21 PM

You are right, s4ndm4n2006. He is despicable. I will ignore him. I just miss the euphoria.

Your page is very nice. Do you worry about privacy? Are you an open book to the world?

-GC

Jan 30, 2013, 05:17 PM

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Originally Posted by Grace Claire

You are right, s4ndm4n2006. He is despicable. I will ignore him. I just miss the euphoria.

Your page is very nice. Do you worry about privacy? Are you an open book to the world?

-GC

What page? My profile? o.O I don't feel it's that open... is it? *bpd paranoia starts setting in... *

Of course you miss the euphoria, who wouldn't? Just gotta find a better source of it

honeybee777 · May 27, 2013, 04:52 PM

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Originally Posted by s4ndm4n2006

Being an outside observer, I can say that this is very true and a very accurate statement about the cycles you go through, at least you personally I don't know about the rest of the HPD people.

Another thing that I note about you is that you have a hard time making a clean break from people, even the ones that have wronged you. This is just my analysis but I feel like it's because you like to keep your prospects alive regardless of whether they are good for you or not. If at any point they've been one to give you the attention, admiration and focus that you so crave, they will forever remain on your "prospects list". amirite? It's aggravating sometimes to see this, being a person that can actually cut off people at some point and, being bpd, you expect your friends to "cut off" the ones you choose to but then I'm digressing about myself here

Kind of leads into a bit of tension

Anyway. dunno if this helps but there it is.

yes eveything you said is correct, i dont make clean breaks from people, ever! Idk why, i keep them on the back burner until I seem to get what I need or wasnt form them....I guess that would be considered shallow? Im not sure but very disfunctual!!!!

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