[vampyre love]

i carry round disinfectent gel every were i go which i use every 30 mins on the dot, because i am scared of germs. i repeat serten rituals like at school wen i open my pencil case i open it close it then open it half way close it again and open before i get anything out. i re-read and re-write stuff at school. i have throughts of things that could go wrong at the presice moment that last up to 3 hours. every night before i fall asleep i drink 10mls of water from a seringe. and i always have to be holeding something and chewing somthing.

Sounds like you could have OCD. Perhaps you should see a professional to give you a proper diagnosis. I wish you the best of luck.

[sheri2]

Originally Posted by vampyre love

i carry round disinfectent gel every were i go which i use every 30 mins on the dot, because i am scared of germs. i repeat serten rituals like at school wen i open my pencil case i open it close it then open it half way close it again and open before i get anything out. i re-read and re-write stuff at school. i have throughts of things that could go wrong at the presice moment that last up to 3 hours. every night before i fall asleep i drink 10mls of water from a seringe. and i always have to be holeding something and chewing somthing.

It definitely seem like you have a problem. you should try seeing a specialist in OCD.

[vertebrae]

Yep ... sounds like classic OCD symptoms to me.

Been there and done the same things myself (except the water in the syringe and the holding / chewing ritual).

Almost like the Purell germ stuff is always nearby for me. I open doors with my elbows or sleeves, NEVER use public toilets, and prefer not to shake hands with people (unless I have said germ gel with me). Forget about ever using a public access computer (such as in a library). I've worn surgical gloves to use one once.