[Nickelodeon]

I know for sure i am depressed, I've been depressed for 3 years now, taken tests and quizzes and show all signs. But i may have all these other symptoms too, especially being bipolar which i believe i am/ or have. I also believe i have OCD and ADHD, i show all the symptoms to these too and my ratings on the quizzes were way higher than they're supposed to be. I think my score was like an 80 or 90 on the OCD quiz. I've been doing lots of research for months now and now i'm positively sure i have all these symptoms. Accept for being depressed because i know that i am depressed. I think i have ADHD, because i find it very hard to concentrate and it feels weird just sitting or standing still i move around a-lot of fidget in my seat, mostly at school. Some tasks that could be done with ease or very quickly, now i find it harder to complete. I noticed that I've been wasting a-lot of time just visualizing things, day dreaming and staring off into space. Now for the OCD symptoms i show, i don't remember them all or have the time to look them up again, but i have the unnecessary reason to touch things or objects a certain amount of times or way. And then touch them maybe like on like the corners.. idk. I also feel sometimes invincible, but i feel like that almost everyday like nothing could harm me, even if it could it wouldn't matter or i wouldn't feel it, like that. I think i have some anger problems because sometimes i might wake up just feeling mad, irritated or pissed off for no reason. I have a somewhat controllable urge to cause harm to people or just beat the crap out of someone. I've come very close to actually hitting or harming people then realized what i was about to do and stopped myself. I have also been making self fears out of no-where. Its like i might have never been afraid of a certain thing in my life but then when i think about it i'm exaggerating the reality and truth of the matter and making it seem like something its not. I also feel... very very touchy and some people have even said "your really touchy Nick."
I cant help it at times, sometimes i just want to hug and touch all over someone then i might feel like destroying and murdering them. My moods don't easily change very quick. I might be depressed for months at the most 3 or 4. Then go into a mood of being pissed off and mad for a long period of time. I have many more problems and i could not cover them all on just one thread post, i would need pages and pages, which i have on here... But not the right format.

[Travelinglady]

Hi! I really think you need to have a professional check you out to see what might be going on. Some of the disorders have overlapping symptoms. It does sound like you have something that could be labeled and the tests bear that out. But to get official diagnoses and therefore start getting treatment, then you need to see a therapist and/or a psychiatrist. Please do so. You sound like you're really struggling and these problems are affecting your life in a very negative way.

Okay? Let us know how things are going!