[undeadanger]

hell folks . i dont know if this is where i need to post but this is me . i dont spell to well so bare with me ... they say i am bipoler ,, they say i am depressed ,, they say i am manic depressive ,, i have tons or fears of dieing /liven and any thing else that pops into my head.. i dont sleep alot ,, i will have something get stuck in my head and its like a wheel that races around all night and day .. i drive my wife crazy with all my problems ,, .. i havent went to work in 3 weeks ,, i have been setting in my room most of the time ,,, i feel as if i am going to lose what little mind i have left .. i have started to see things alot ,,, bugs mostly out the corner of my eyes ,, all i dont is take my meds and cope with it ,, i think my dr is more crazy then me most of the time .i always feel as if someone is watchen me ,, i am scared to death of cops ,, i have to pull over if i see one , i feel like i am going to pass out when one gets behind me while i am driven down the road ,, ( i have never been in trouble thow) i am so meessed up till i dont know what to do any more .. the only thing that keeps me from just check out is my kids ,,, thats what i live for ,, i could go on and on about what all is my troubles but yall might think i was a freak or some thing so i will live it like this for now ,,

[VickiesPath]

Hello undeadanger,

Welcome to PC. What part of Mississippi are you from? I have been there quite a bit. I have relatives there. It's a nice state and I like it very much. Don't like it much in July. Too many mosquitos and thunderstorms and kudzu. I see bugs sometimes, too. Especially if I've been up too long without sleep.

I hope you keep posting and find some interesting information here. There are lots of nice people.

[undeadanger]

hello ,, i live in liberty mississippi .. its way down south ,, so far i love this site ,, lots of good info

[Trying & Caring]

Hello, I am "bipolar" too. I think you may be a bit paranoid. I was & medication helped me a lot to think more clearly & then be able to utilize the opportunities for wellness available to me (therapy & Dialectical Behavioral Therapy), but first I had to get to thinking rationally, which medication did for me.

Not diagnosing you!! But you might want to find a therapist & meds provider you feel comfortable with & TELL THE TRUTH about what you are thinking & feeling. You need someone who understands & can help you.

Plus, even if you have to go on a certain medication (like I was on an anti-psychotic) it doesn't mean you have to stay on it forever. I was on it so that I could think clearly & learn & benefit from therapy & now I'm off it as I can use the new skills I have learned therapy.

Take care & keep in touch...