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Old Feb 18, 2010, 09:35 PM
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...It seems like my life is going in a endless cycle that I can never get out of. It's as if I'm being lead around by my thoughts and emotions and no matter what I do or how sure I am of something it always ends in disaster, humiliation, and failure and I'm back to square one--single, unemployed and living with my parents. I'm aware that my past behavior is related to being bipolar with psychotic feautures (as I've been diagnosed) and possibly ADHD as well, but after an embarassingly bad episode last year... Y'know, I'm just really confused right now and I'd like to talk to someone who knows what I mean. I hope this doesn't sound as whiny as I think it does. If so I apologize to anyone who reads this.

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Old Feb 19, 2010, 12:34 AM
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...It seems like my life is going in a endless cycle that I can never get out of. It's as if I'm being lead around by my thoughts and emotions and no matter what I do or how sure I am of something it always ends in disaster, humiliation, and failure and I'm back to square one--single, unemployed and living with my parents. I'm aware that my past behavior is related to being bipolar with psychotic feautures (as I've been diagnosed) and possibly ADHD as well, but after an embarassingly bad episode last year... Y'know, I'm just really confused right now and I'd like to talk to someone who knows what I mean. I hope this doesn't sound as whiny as I think it does. If so I apologize to anyone who reads this.
Muso, hello and welcome to PC.

Some tough feelings for sure...
Do you have a T so you can talk about them? Perhaps your Pdoc would also be of support to you.

There is a Bipolar forum where you will find much support and understanding from the people there...
Actually, you'll find support and caring from this community.

Please keep posting in any forum you feel comfortable doing so...let us know how you are doing, ok?'
We Care

In Peace
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Old Feb 19, 2010, 12:37 AM
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hugs from me muso, and welcome welcome welcome

i know what it feels like to be in circles, never ending and scary as all hell. i was originally diagnosed as bipolar with psychotic features but my most current dx is schizoaffective, as my psychosis happens even when i am not having a mood shift.

OH and i've been diagnosed ADHD for 12 years now!! im 21... so over half my life.

this place is great, and you are going to find yourself less and less confused the more you read and communicate here. i am always around, so PLEASE private message me whenever. friend request me if you'd like as well! the chat rooms are always awesome.
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Old Feb 19, 2010, 08:15 AM
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Do you recognize any of these: http://forums.psychcentral.com/showthread.php?t=108173
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Old Feb 21, 2010, 12:24 PM
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How are you doing,Muso?
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Old Mar 01, 2010, 05:50 PM
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Please pardon my late reply and accept my gratitude: Jennaorgana, Catherine2 and Byzantine. I'm doing better as I'm typing this, starting to feel a little more clued in as to what's been tripping me up for so long, but little by little. I'm also starting training with the Census Bureau tomorrow, which at this point is a welcome change of pace. Anything to stay busy right now. Byzantine, I'll have to read and implement the advice in the link you pasted in your reply.
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Old Mar 01, 2010, 09:52 PM
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Glad you better. Good luck with the Census thing.
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