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Parker10 said:
HI Ryan - although we did not come in contact often on the boards, I certainly think you are a good person, and you have MANY loving and supportive friends here for sure !!!! I hope whatever it is that you cannot talk about here, you will soon feel better about. I was not upset or hurt by your postings , but I was very concerned - seeing a side of you that I knew meant you were perhaps in some type crisis. IF and when you leave this forum, please take all the wonderful supportive posts and caring friendships with you in your heart.

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Dearest Parker, I most certainly will take all of you with me in my heart. Thanks for caring so much about all of us here.

Much love,
Ry

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<font color="blue">(((((((((((RYAN))))))))))))))) I still consider you one of the good things that happened with my time here at psychcentral, and need no apology from you. I can't imagine why you need to leave here, and hope that it includes being able to come back soon. Actually, I've been called a lot of things but never part of a "loose end" Please take care of yourself... I know that those who are yet to be in your life path have a good thing coming! <font color="green">((((((HUGS))))))) _Sky.

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My dear friend, thank you so much for your understanding and willingness to forgive. It brings a tear to my eyes to know that you thought of me so highly. Sad to say, but I just won't be able to come back and I need everyone here to know that it's got nothing to do with any of you. I take it from your wink that you understood my "loose ends" comment and took it in the good way that it was intended.

Much love,
Ry

((((((((((Ryan)))))))))))))-well, you know. Your presence here at PC has made it a much better place and i am humbled and honored to know you.

Thinking of you and missing you already. Who will I share my Febreeze with? Much love, {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Ry}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

Ryan, the feeling of this time in your life being ominous is a bit scarey for me as I want you to be okay. I care. I know we all do what we need to. Please be safe, well, and legal. Your a sweet guy. Peace to you on your journey my friend.

((((((((((((((((((((Ryan))))))))))))))))))))) I will miss you.

((((((((((Ryan))))))))))))

I understood that you were doing what you felt you had to do, and didn't think that was the real you for one minute. I am worried about you though. I'd like to know what's going on with you (pm or email is fine), and what your plans are. Whatever is going on in your life right now can change and will change, and I want to hear about your journey and who you become when you reach your potential. I think you are a great guy.

What can I say. Since I have known you, you have been nothing but kind, supportive and have always been there when I needed. That is a true friend. I am always here for you Ryan. Always. Take care and stay safe.

Much love,

Jen

(((((((((((((((((((ryan))))))))))))))))))))))
i havent been here much......so i dont know alot of what is going on with anyone.....ive had my own issues......but one thing is for sure...you were one of the first i met here and was there for me when everything was bleak.......i will always think of you and wish you the best in life.....i am glad i met you.....and want ya to know i miss ya and hope everything works out for you......if you have to go i understand...just stay safe and take care.... much luv sherry

Don't worry about it, we all make mistakes got to learn how to fix them thats all! {{{{{{Ryan}}}}}}

Good to know you don't hate anybody here, or the doc.