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Wondering how have you been doing, Heidu... How are you feeling now? I hope you're somehow getting better. I've caught a terrrible cold, so didn't have much energy to write you over the weekend, but my thoughts were with you...
Stay well and strong, talk later.... (((((((((((((((Heidu))))))))))))) Best, Toni [i] What our mind can conceive and believe, it will achieve.
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Fuzzy,
I am sorry that you have had to got thru suck pain and rejection but I am glad that you have found someone wonderful to share your life with. I truely wish you all the best because you are a special girl and deserve it!! Hugs, Heidu The highest reward for a person's toil is not what they get for it, but what they become by it. John Ruskin
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There is a time in life when you stop existing and start living. There is a time in life when you are given a new chance and new dreams. There is a time in life when the old is to be forgotten and the new embraced. There is a time in life......And that time is now. Unknown |
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Val, Sometimes even thought we don't have the answers it's feels good to know that someone understands.
Hang in there sweetie, sending you hugs :O) Heidu The highest reward for a person's toil is not what they get for it, but what they become by it. John Ruskin
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There is a time in life when you stop existing and start living. There is a time in life when you are given a new chance and new dreams. There is a time in life when the old is to be forgotten and the new embraced. There is a time in life......And that time is now. Unknown |
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Ok, group posting.....
Zen, It really does help to know that you understand how I feel and that you have found a way past it. It shows me that maybe I can work past it too. Thank you!!! September, You are a very sweet kind wonderful generous woman. I appreciate your offer along with Lmo and Beep to help me out with my plane ticket. Like I said, there really is alot more than that to deal with and I hope you understand that it would not be realistic for me to hop a plane and go somewhere strange. I hope you understand what I mean. I am ever so greatful for your kind and loving offer. You are very special. Heidu Lmo, You are a sweet caring person and I love the way you cruise these boards giving support, cheer and really good positive energy. You are a special person. Thank you for your offer of help. As I have said previously, there is alot more to everything than just a fork and a plane ticket. You offer of help is very generous and I am greatful and thankful. Heidu Sam, It's a pleasure to get to know you too. You are a kind soul. You are very right about what you said about trust and that is how I have always been. Give 100% until I find out that I shouldn't. This time was different and it scares me to death to give now because I now know how very badly it can hurt. I don't want to ever be hurt like this again. I will have to find my own way to trust again. I know I will get hurt again but I have to trust because I have to love. It isn't uncommon for a person to put out 100% in the beginning or even put out more than they are. We all want people to like us. My case turned out to be alot more than the norm. I could deal with the relaxing a little after the relationship is solid. My relationship was a complete turn around from prince charming to mosnter overnite. Now I am left to find out who this person really is and it doesn't appear to be someone I would've chosen to be with along with having to deel with all the hurt. I hope your right, there is someone out there somewhere who can give love and receive mine back. That would be wonderful. I'm out of the hole and it's tough but I don't ever want to go back. I will fight that with all I have. I am better than that and I deserve better. I have to much inside of me to waste it away. You are very sweet and such an encouragement. Thank you for you. Heidu To all, There is more, so much more to my feelings but I can't, don't want to, talk about it now. Maybe in the future. It's nice to know I have some kind, wonderful friends here to support me and help me along my way. Thank you all for being you and being part of my life. You mean more than you will ever know and you have no idea how much you have helped me. Much love, Heidu The highest reward for a person's toil is not what they get for it, but what they become by it. John Ruskin
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There is a time in life when you stop existing and start living. There is a time in life when you are given a new chance and new dreams. There is a time in life when the old is to be forgotten and the new embraced. There is a time in life......And that time is now. Unknown |
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Hey Hey,
Poor baby! Hope youre feeling better soon. I am doing ok. doing alot of thinking and soul searching. Want to find home. Thank you for keeping me in your thoughts. Take good care of yourself so you get better. Wish I could make you some tea and pamper you a little. You sure deserve it :O) Heidu The highest reward for a person's toil is not what they get for it, but what they become by it. John Ruskin
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There is a time in life when you stop existing and start living. There is a time in life when you are given a new chance and new dreams. There is a time in life when the old is to be forgotten and the new embraced. There is a time in life......And that time is now. Unknown |
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FOR OUR HEIDU =
![]() XOXO!! Your friend, Peanut <font color=blue>HI FROM PEANUT</font color=blue> ![]()
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Thank you Peanut :O)
I am wondering if anyone else has even seen my replies to them. I really want them all to know how much I appreciate them. Damn, I love that huggy smiley. I get such a big smile on my face everytime. Heidu The highest reward for a person's toil is not what they get for it, but what they become by it. John Ruskin
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There is a time in life when you stop existing and start living. There is a time in life when you are given a new chance and new dreams. There is a time in life when the old is to be forgotten and the new embraced. There is a time in life......And that time is now. Unknown |
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You are a very strong person Heidu to live that kind of life. I know it is so hard to share your every day and night with a person like that. I hope for you that you will be able to get out of there soon. You deserve much better.
Take care sweety and don't loose hope! ((((((((((((((((Heidu)))))))))))))))))))) forgoten |
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Heidi,
Yes, I've read your replies here. Sorry - I guess I should have said something. I'm just not always quite on top of things. Peanut's huggy smiley is so cool, isn't it? ![]() <font color=purple>"The real problem of mental life is not why some people become insane, but rather why most avoid insanity." -Erich Fromm</font color=purple>
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Thank you Forgotten :O)
Heidu The highest reward for a person's toil is not what they get for it, but what they become by it. John Ruskin
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There is a time in life when you stop existing and start living. There is a time in life when you are given a new chance and new dreams. There is a time in life when the old is to be forgotten and the new embraced. There is a time in life......And that time is now. Unknown |
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Thanks Rapunzel for letting me know.
Hugs!!! Heidu The highest reward for a person's toil is not what they get for it, but what they become by it. John Ruskin
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There is a time in life when you stop existing and start living. There is a time in life when you are given a new chance and new dreams. There is a time in life when the old is to be forgotten and the new embraced. There is a time in life......And that time is now. Unknown |
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Heidu,
I don't know why I always type your sn wrong. ![]() ![]() ![]() <font color=purple>"The real problem of mental life is not why some people become insane, but rather why most avoid insanity." -Erich Fromm</font color=purple>
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Rapunzel,
That's ok, everytime I try to type yours I have to slow down and spell it and make my fingers connect to my brain and then backspace and try again. I am laughing!! I totally get you. Heidu The highest reward for a person's toil is not what they get for it, but what they become by it. John Ruskin
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There is a time in life when you stop existing and start living. There is a time in life when you are given a new chance and new dreams. There is a time in life when the old is to be forgotten and the new embraced. There is a time in life......And that time is now. Unknown |
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Thanks for understanding, Heidu. It seems like I'm making typos and spelling errors all over the place lately. I must be stressed or something.
![]() <font color=purple>"The real problem of mental life is not why some people become insane, but rather why most avoid insanity." -Erich Fromm</font color=purple>
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