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#1
May 02, 2010, 02:03 PM
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Yeah it all sucks - I don't know why I'm feeling kind of depressed, but I am.
I was hoping I'd feel a bit happier today since it's my birthday, but no. I'm sick of being watched by cameras and people trying to control me, by putting thoughts into my head. I'm feeling more scared than I have for a while and I feel so paranoid. I miss my psychologist as well, because I have to wait an extra week, but it just feels like forever. Sorry for whinging.
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#2
May 02, 2010, 02:16 PM
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I wish you a very Happy Birthday.
I know it sucks being watched. Bites the unholy earth and it is exhausting feeling scrutinized all the time. Just wanted you to know that I know. Take care. |
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#3
May 02, 2010, 07:42 PM
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 (((Kureha))) HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! Sorry youre feeling so bad right now. Thank goodness feelings come and go. Hang in there. Hopefully they will pass soon. Your appointment is right around the corner. You can make it!!!! 
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#4
May 02, 2010, 07:53 PM
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Happy Birthday! I hope you get to feeling better. Sometimes I feel the same way that everything sucks and everything in life is just wrong. Hang in there. I hope your appointment goes well this week.
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#5
May 03, 2010, 10:09 AM
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Happy birthday. (((((( KUREHA ))))))
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May 03, 2010, 10:13 AM
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(((((((Kureha)))))))
Happy birthday!Sorry you are not feeling so great today, hope things get better for you soon. Remember to take it one day at a time. |
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#7
May 03, 2010, 11:21 AM
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Happy belated birthday ((KUREHA)) - I wish you peace, happiness and contentment. Try not to worry.
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#8
May 03, 2010, 12:48 PM
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Happy Belated Birthday, Kureha.
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#9
May 04, 2010, 12:49 AM
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Happy Birthday!! Im sorry things are so tough now please know all us at pc are here for you!
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May 04, 2010, 01:02 AM
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The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well. anonymous |
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#11
May 04, 2010, 05:32 AM
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Thanks everyone
 It's just they want me to do things I don't want to, by putting those thoughts in my head and getting me confused enough to do it, or at least want to do it, even getting sent back to the hospital would be good enough for them. Then I ask my nurse to not talk about me with the others and she won't to it, not even just tell them half, she knows they want to kill me, but she tells them anyway, so I get my mind raped and she fills in the rest for them. My psychologist left last week, so I hope she isn't stuck now, since there's a new ash cloud 
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#12
May 04, 2010, 11:09 AM
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((((((( kureha )))))))
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#13
May 04, 2010, 11:34 AM
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Happyyyyyyyyyyyyy birth dayyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!
don't worry every thing will be fine! i feel awful too, but i keep thinking that everything will be ok, as soon as i wanted! seems i am not decided still! |
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#14
May 04, 2010, 04:31 PM
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sometimes depression gets the best of us it's quite normal
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May 05, 2010, 12:36 PM
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Happy birthday, KUREHA.
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May 05, 2010, 01:56 PM
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(((Kureha)))
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#17
May 06, 2010, 04:33 AM
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Thanks everyone
 Feeling a bit better still sick of being watched and stuff though, but I see my psychologist tomorrow
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May 06, 2010, 07:07 AM
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Hope your psychologist helps sort things out, KUREHA. Do you think scheduling the sessions more frequently would help?
Be well. |
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#19
May 06, 2010, 12:34 PM
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Thanks - I usually see her every week, but she had cancel last week, although I don't have that many left with her
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#20
May 07, 2010, 10:37 AM
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Wishing you the best, KUREHA.
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#21
May 08, 2010, 04:50 AM
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Thanks, it didn't go so well though.
She thinks this might not be the best time for me for therapy - I think she's sick of me. I told her I stopped my meds as well - so she thinks I might end up back in hospital.
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#22
May 08, 2010, 11:07 AM
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Hoping everything gets better soon, KUREHA.
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