My mind was all ready...

...to go to concert choir practice tonight... I woke miserable, but the pain med helped there... I didn't wish to leave the house, but went to the movies to try and DO something other than stay home. From the movies I thought, if I can just take a quick nap, (forget my stretches) I can push to go to the practice they have on Wednesday evenings! I often don't feel up to going, but if I'm at least able to, I go, and do get some out of it.

"Something" told me to check the schedule I keep on the dining table... nothing tonight. NOTHING, no meetings or practice or ANYTHING at church tonight. It's tough. I don't get to go very often, and then who would have thought the one night in months I can try, and nothing. sigh.

(((((((((((_Sky))))))))))))))

Being agoraphobic & hardly ever getting out; I "can feel your agony & despair" It must be very hard & I'd love to give you a big {{{{{{{{{{{{{HUGS!!!))))))))))))))))))))))))))You have helped me thru some real ****** times, I'd wish to lighten your emotional burden!

Do you think that maybe getting into Chat might keep you distraction??? Just a thought........Cruise thru the forums & give everybody a hug......ummmmm, nah...........
Start a game in Social Chat? I'm really reaching here,

Peace, DAYZEE9/Laura et. al.

Bummer!!

How about another movie?

We're thinking of going to the mall and hangin' cause it's so bloody humid!! I'm DYING!!!

_Sky,

Maybe you could just take a shower & sing your heart out in the shower. I have always noticed my a capella voice (especially that soprano high A) sounds much better in the shower when it is being drowned out by the water....lol.

Maybe a keroke bar....at least they provide the music & the words????? All you have to do is provide the voice. I find that to be lots of fun too. Lets see, they have those keroke programs for your computer.....

Of course, you could just extend your nap.....that would be my choice. That is what I did after my riding lesson yesterday. Coming into my house after being out in the 110 in the shade heat for 5 hours I couldn't do anything else. Slept on & off until late morning today....the heat really wipes me out

Blah, blah, blah....I know....stupid ideas.

Sept's idea of going to another movie sounds great too....in a nice cool movie theatre.

Enjoy deciding what to do with your now "spare time"...lol

Debbie

sigh I have so much to do on my "list" I need to try and get something of that done rather than go anywhere else. It's just that if GOD wants me to "behave" why does HE allows stuff like this to eventualize? ggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

I did hire a guy to clean the roof $324.... the 29th... my neighbor, who's roof is worse than mine but didn't receive a fine-warning letter, told me to book his in too,and get a bargain which I did... but then he backed out (he's dying of cancer and wanted to get the roof done so his wife won't have to worry about it but also he changes his mind I guess?) So anyway, I'm stuck full price.

_Sky,

Sounds like you would have been better off if there would have been concert choir practice tonight...much more relaxing that dealing with the roofing issues.

Sometimes people with cancer have cognitive issues....many reasons for this...maybe talk to him about it & his wife....they may change their minds back to having it done.

Debbie

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Fuzzy

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sigh. This has happened before: the church is huge and why I was so confused! Stress! They are having a giant marriage conference. Of course, nothing there for me... unless they had a choir.... I'm so out of touch. I don't like the way stress causes me to miss things... visually and physically!

Thanks for all your replies.... luv ya guys!

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love ya,

kd

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I know what you mean. I hate it when I was looking forward to something, or even worked hard to psych myself for something, and then I don't get to go for whatever reason, or even I decide not to go and then with that I had gone. I usually do feel better when I get out and go to things like that too, even when I didn't think I felt like going.

LOL I like your idea, Eskie! If my bathroom window wasn't stuck open I might cut lose with some songs myself, but I feel too sorry for my neighbor! hehehe

Been to a kareoke bar! It was fun! Fun! Fun! But then, it was a small group of people, too. *I* never sang, but I got sung to! Nasty man!

Ah, Sky! You're laying too much on God, you silly ninny! Poop happens, ya know? You can make your own music! You can sing, you can write Haikus, you can write a full blown poem, you can write a story; an autobiography, even!

hey, everything will work out. God loves you, whether you go to choir practice or not..........read a book, pet the dog, another movie..you're so talented. there's something there to do.

Sky, I would read your autobiography if you wrote it and cared to share it. I'll even let you read mine. All 47 pages or whatever it is.

all ready to go,
participate, share and grow;
you're there already.