Tired...so so so Tired(warning: abuse, history, pain etc)

clock just keeps on ticking doesn't it? so sorry. let me know if there's anything i can do. i would like you to look at something...other's have deserted you, this you said, but look at all the support! this community is here for you and by the posts...people can relate. and nobody's "judging" hang in there! i'm rooting for you... every step of the way

yes, this thread is fairly saving my skin and sanity atm.

still checking. just want you to know i care. to feel lost and alone is heart breaking. i'm really glad you see the support. keep posting if it will help. i'll still check

Greetings,

Well, only you can truly rid yourself of whatever is truly bringing you down and wearing you out. Proper medical treatment, can, indeed, help, though, you, my friend, must try to obtain a positive mind-frame/outlook on your life, and let it carry you, at times, such as this, when you feel you are too tired to carry on.

Have a good one.

going to see a doc today - still very sick. And still waking up screaming

I'm so glad you decided to see the doc. and screaming... is just something you can't control. it makes you feel so helpless. hope the doc. can help

okay didnt make it over today - no transportation. Tomorrow hopefully.

Anyways got some gravol and ginger ale and tummy is much better. Still kind of weak, dizzy, achy, and vomitey.