[Overcastbutclearing]

I have been up, down and all around.
I have tried to be strong. I have tried to put aside my feelings and just "be".
I have tried to support those here who are also going through such difficult times.
I wanted to say I am sorry that at times I seem to be out of control and needy.
I am usually able to stay safe and in control.
Lately that is not happening.

I am sorry I haven't been able to be more encouraging to others who are hurting and going through their issues and struggles.

I am sorry @ times I seem aggressive and yet weak.
I am sorry to everyone who has been there for me when I could not return the favor when you were in need because I couldn't see past my own disgusting, dirty soul.

I AM SO SORRY!

[kimmydawn]

((((((((((((((((sj))))))))))))))))

i, for one, know that you've been there for me...asking, encouraging, supporting.

i think this is part of the major struggles going on within you. you need to make no apology to me.

be safe,

kd

[Nerak]

((((((((((SJ)))))))))))) you have always been there with a kind word and encourgement for me, let me be there now for you.

[oksomaybeimnuts]

((((((((((((((((((((((((SJ))))))))))))))))))))))

No apologies are necessary. You have always offered support to me when i have needed it. There will always be times when we are able to give support and other times when we just need it. Be gentle with yourself.

[Twinks]

SJ,

I always enjoy your posts and feel that you are supportive and genuine.

No need to be sorry.

Twinks

Hi Susan!
I agree with what everyone else has posted.
It's okay! (((((((((((((((Susan)))))))))))))))))
Write away!!!! We're here to listen and support you.

[Parker10]

No apologies needed as I see it. We ask for help when we need it, and give support when we have it to give. I have noticed lately that you have been making more and more supportive posts to others, which I see as a good thing - that you are either feeling better, or focusing outside yourself a bit more. take care of YOU !

[SeptemberMorn]

SJ, we all have our snarky times, our needy times, etc. We offer support when we can, and if we can't, there will be other times, other needs.

Please don't be so hard on yourself. We've all been there at one time or another.

Please take care of YOU. YOU come first, ok?

[Overcastbutclearing]

Thanks everyone.
I am just feeling like crap in general.
And, I feel like I am leeching here @ PC.
I have thought about taking a break from the forums basically to give you all a break from my serious highs and lows.
Poor Kimmydawn has gotten pm'd to near death. And Fuzzybear and Jax are probably like..umm she is a strange one.
I do appreciate your heartfelt sentiment.
It helps soothe a rotten soul!

[__zh]

keep on choosing life sj.

we're sorry things are not easier but we admire your continued efforts in therapy and in life.

please keep taking care.

meds have been horrid in our world past few weeks but we know this too shall pass.

keep on keepin' on sweetie.

[SeptemberMorn]

{{{{{{{{{{{{SJ}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} Please don't say that! Your soul is NOT rotten... just sick at the moment, maybe, but not rotten.

Please take care.