I am thinking of leaving

Also, please don't hesitate to PM me. This was a HUGE issue of pain and panic with me. I think I understand exactly where you're at. It's a VERY hard place to be in. It was one of the worst and scary times of my life.

Add continual medical issues and fears to that and it has to be horrendous! I'm sorry.

be safe,

KD

Just HUGE HUGS

Calming down. Panicky. Feeling trapped and unable to express myself.

TY (((((((KD))))))))))

and (((((((sleeps)))))))))

and everyone (((((((((((hugs)))))))))))

Good vibes for you, a peaceful wave of them.

Good vibes and *Hugs*. You don't need to question why we're supporting you. Just accept it as a fact. You have us now...lol.

Very very nauseous...ty for the support.

(((((((((((Yack)))))))))))) Hope you feel better soon.

(((((((((yack))))))))))

Yack,

Know what you are going through. No one believed me as to what was going on....but filed reports with Adult Protective Services & the police. Unfortunately in my case, the DA dropped the case because of lack of solid evidence. The RN is still out there doing damage to others dying of cancer. I am sure you are very thankful for the fact that the person is in jail.

I know I had nausea so bad I couldn't eat for months & had to have IV feeding. The fact that no one believed me until I got validated by the police...made it impossible to get treatment for the trauma I went through. Everyone wanted to make it an Anorexia problem...avoiding the true cause to my falling apart.

I am glad you are re thinking your leaving here......there is much help & support here. I too have the problem at times where there are only a couple of responses......trying to figure out why. I have realized for me that I can only post so much on a subject before the responses become fewer even though my problems would be continuing.

It does feel like there is a point where I become invisible.....for months I felt that way & still do.....even in the real world......when I call my Dr regarding a problem & don't ever get a reply. I know how much it hurts big time......quite honestly, I don't think that anything hurts more than feeling that I am invisible to those arround me.

I have to realize that it happens at time.....I have also had to realize that I have to focus on other things than those that are bothering me without dwelling on my problems all the time or with every post even though I am having really bad problems.

I hope things settle down for you....am glad you are getting good responses with this thread & also hope that you have good professional help to help you deal with the trauma you went through.....it is serious....can tell by what your body is going through....& it needs medical & mental care to help you deal with it so it doesn't become worse over time.

Take care.....we do care a lot,
Debbie

Eskie:

My weight is ok, I just feel sick all of the time. 4'11" 97 pounds, but I feel good at 110 lbs - it bothers me a lot. Have never been this skinny except when I had the parasites (initially) 3 years ago. That was a trauma.

But as I said, a year ago, before "all of this", I weighed the same and felt fine. Perfect health.

No clue. I don't know what to say.

((((((((hugs all))))))))))))))

*hugs*