GOING DOWN HILL...forgot something !

omg i am!

i cut two weeks ago for the first time in 8 months, i dont take my meds,i have been hallucinating (hearing thiings sometimes),my moods have been ALL OVER LIKE YOU COULDNT BELIEVE (Angry, Sad, Happy,Confused), i have been feeling like a different person, my ADD is getting WORSE and the only thing works is Strattera and my liver levels were high on that,i want to throw up on purpose AGAIN,i literally want to beat myself up, racing thoughts,anxiety is high,im anxious, and i am having paranoia AGAIN... AND hospitalizations do NOT work for me...what the hell do i do!?!??!!?!?!?!

deb

i forgot that i cant sleep and that like 2 times i have been having nightmares...yeahhhh

What do you do? Do what you can to get real live help. Call a crisis hot line. Call social services. Go to the ER.

A friend of mine has been hospitalized off and on for 10 years or so. Steadily she has made improvement and is usually able to live safely and independently. She has had some bad hospital experiences. She also eventually had some good ones, or at least good enough.

There is hope and you can find help.

((((((((((((((dpadilla89))))))))))))))))))

I hope you find some help soon for your difficulties.