There's no point of me wasting my breathe and energy just to try and get somewhere. I am just worried because the lady hasn't phoned me back and I sent her email but hopefully she will reply. I think myself, what's the point of being here? If I can't get anywhere in life. I am always rejected and I don't have good skills. Why do others have the opportunity but not me? What have I done to be rejected? I am sorry I feel like this but I feel low at the moment. Everyone is doing great.... A good job or whatever. But I am just a piece of crap wiped away from the slate and thrown in the bin. A couple of times in my head, I felt like I should just......... I am ungrateful yes, I am a idiot, yes, I am a person who is stupid, yes. Life wasn't for me. Neither was getting a job or studying. I like thinking of leaving.............. Gosh, I don't like these thoughts.

[OurLadysTears]

I know how you feel! But if things were easy, I doubt we would ever learn anything from life. I think that is why some things come harder for some people. It's a way to help us learn and mature into a better person. The hardships suck and can get overwhelming, but also think of how much you are gaining. Giving up will get you nothing. Trying again and again will get tiring, but I guarantee you will get somewhere eventually. It may not be exactly where you want to be, but it is a step closer. I once thought I could never do the job that I am doing today because of my social anxiety. I'm not exactly where I want to be but I've improved so much over the years and I still can't believe those knuckleheads gave me a chance at a job! But it's getting better, and I'm happy for that. Of course, life couldn't let me breathe for too long and now I'm dealing with new challenges. It's like, "What the eff?!" The important part is I know time, patience, and perseverance will get me through again! And I know it can for you too!

Originally Posted by OurLadysTears

I know how you feel! But if things were easy, I doubt we would ever learn anything from life. I think that is why some things come harder for some people. It's a way to help us learn and mature into a better person. The hardships suck and can get overwhelming, but also think of how much you are gaining. Giving up will get you nothing. Trying again and again will get tiring, but I guarantee you will get somewhere eventually. It may not be exactly where you want to be, but it is a step closer. I once thought I could never do the job that I am doing today because of my social anxiety. I'm not exactly where I want to be but I've improved so much over the years and I still can't believe those knuckleheads gave me a chance at a job! But it's getting better, and I'm happy for that. Of course, life couldn't let me breathe for too long and now I'm dealing with new challenges. It's like, "What the eff?!" The important part is I know time, patience, and perseverance will get me through again! And I know it can for you too!

I understand you. I have to keep trying even if I feel like giving up. Don't worry, the lady sent me an email saying she's sorry and will be in touch soon once she discussed the start date. But anyway thanks for replying it's mean so much to me.

[unaluna]

Happycheeks, your name always reminds me of a joke from my childhood. A girl goes to kindergarten her first day, the teacher asks her, what is your name, the girl replies, my name is happybutt. Teacher says no it's not, girl says yes it is. 2nd day same thing happens. 3rd day again, my name is happybutt. finally teacher says I want to talk to your mother. so next day the girl's mother comes to the school, and teacher explains, I ask your daughter what her name is, and she says it's happybutt. OH, says the mom, her name is Gladys.

Originally Posted by hankster

Happycheeks, your name always reminds me of a joke from my childhood. A girl goes to kindergarten her first day, the teacher asks her, what is your name, the girl replies, my name is happybutt. Teacher says no it's not, girl says yes it is. 2nd day same thing happens. 3rd day again, my name is happybutt. finally teacher says I want to talk to your mother. so next day the girl's mother comes to the school, and teacher explains, I ask your daughter what her name is, and she says it's happybutt. OH, says the mom, her name is Gladys.

hehe thank you for the laugh

[addcolin]

Happycheeks

Originally Posted by addcolin

Happycheeks

Yes, that's my name.

[addcolin]

Originally Posted by happycheeks

Yes, that's my name.

Originally Posted by addcolin

Awww thank you