[dpadilla89]

this sucks. i just got a call (well, my mom) from this place in nj thats a residential stay and they want me to come for an interview for admission. im sorry, i know some may say it might be good for me but, i CANNOT take the, seperation-being away from home for a few months-creating friends all over again-switching out of my new school that i love-missing my new friends-missing my family-missing being a normal person....they dont understand, i get severely traumatized easily. and i dont want that. of course, they want me to do DBT therapy but its to much money to pay out of pocket cuz our stupid insurance does not cover it. grrrrr. idkk what to do, i want to cut--maybe even . who knows. i just cant stand living knowing that ill get traumatized easily by going away, being with people who im NOT 100% like, being away from family and friends, being away from the school i just got into and then i have to transfer out because my distric at home pays for it so they'll stop paying for it all together.......i just hate life...and i blame god for all of this. he created human life. hes the one who let us have emotions, and thats fine. but mental illness, WE CANNOT HELP. its a chemical imbalance that we cant help but to live with and just take meds. i blame 100000% him. no doubt in my mind. thank you god for ******* up my life, and ruining it. i know my symptoms, and what is going to happen, i dont want to suffer even more.......great.

deb

[jbug]

I don't know what to say except I've been there meaning I've been angry at God before. As for the residential place I don't know any advice to give you. I hope you stay safe.

Jbug

[hereiam]

cant get better unless you're willing to make some sacrifices. i hope all turns out well for you.

good luck

[Yack]

Please don't cut or do anything else that will hurt you....

Do what's best for you.....

I hate therapy, but I go bec. I have to...I am getting better, slowly.

And no, mental illness is not anyone's fault.

[bipolar_bear]

Sometimes to get better we have to do things that we don't like. I know it is hard to leave everything behind but when you come back you will be a happier friend, family member and hopefully student. Please at least listen to their advice and make a decision based on facts and not one based on emotions.

I hope that you make the best decision for you and get the help you deserve. Please think things through before presenting a negative attitude towards the residential treatment.

[Lexicon78]

I'm sorry to hear that you may have to go to the residential treatment facility. I know you don't like it, but it may help you some. And DBT therapy does help if you put the effort into it.

Take care and stay safe, please.