[SerenitysWave]

<font color="purple">I feel really bad that I have not been supportive... I had to mark all read, I just have had such a horrible week that I haven't been able to focus on much of anything except my life. I feel so selfish.... and FRUSTRATED!!!!!
I battled a cold all week, and because of that and the weather my dad and I were unable to travel and go to Rachel and Lilly's funeral ( Then that same day we were to leave I woke up to no heat! I went to my parents, which is only a half mile or less down the road. My dad then cuts off the end of his finger with a table saw, I take him to the E/R.... We get that taken care..... I get home and have to turn around and go right back to the E/R but this time with my eldest son! He is 16, had a basketball injury. They then proceed to tell us that he will require surgery the next day to fix it! He had fractured and dislodged two bones in his thumb and wrist, and when that happened it ripped the ligaments and tendons and he ended up having three pins put in..... Then my friend who is also my boss has attitude with me b/c I cant work next day!! Give me a Freackin Break, My son needed SURGERY!! Geee Whizzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Son has surgery, husband is ticking me off b/c he goes to work and wont come with us, but he has been werid anyway lately b/c he still trying to cope with the loss of his dad...... He finally gets there after I called him three times, and I wish he had stayed at work.... One of those moments when I am so frustrated and angry that nothing satisfies me.... Next day, no hot water, the breaker popped!! Wash all the vitals and get my behind to work..... Still more attitude from boss friend..... Fuel truck comes, I ahppy to get fuel.... BUT NO!!!!!!!!!!!! He cant leave fuel without a payment upfront!! Not sure why!!!!!! Ok so we 5 gallon it for awhile..... All the while all I can think of is how much I just want to be taken care of and feel that all is going to be ok, but no every little "spillt milk" seems like a cautrastify!!! I hate when I get like that.... So I am spent.... I thankfully made it thru three days of long grueling work hours, I am sore but I have the next two days off.... </font>

[Rhapsody]

((((((( HUGS )))))))

Please do not worry about us today - you hang in there and take care of YOU.... you are your most important person.

LoVe,
Rhapsody -

[greenfairy]

(((((((((((SerentitysWave)))))))))))))))
Dont even think about saying sorry! you're not selfish, you're having a difficult week and i think what you need is a great big hug and to not feel guilty. let us be here for you. i'm glad you finally have some time off. run yourself a nice bubble bath, drink some tea and take it easy. and i'm sending good thoughts your way.

[SeptemberMorn]

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{SerenitysWave}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} There's nothing to apologize for! If just one of those things had happened to me in a week's time, it would have had me going sideways! You don't need to worry about people here on the board, too. Take care of #1 and that's YOU.

[Azalysa]

SerenitysWave - As SeptemberMorn said, any ONE of those events would have put me over the edge. So you DID have one heck of a week, but in another way...look how strong you were!!!!

Take that nice long bubble bath and rest.....

please don't worry about PC. take care of yourself, okay? xoxox pat

[EJ711]

Serenity's Wave,

Focusing on yourself is called self love. It is good!!!

There's nothing better than multiple trips to the hospital in the same day.

Aren't friends supposed to be supportive?

Husband calling,

EJ

[SerenitysWave]

<font color="purple">Thank you ((((((((((( Rhapsody, greenfairy, SeptemberMorn, Azalysa, fayerody, EJ711)))))))))))))))) I really appreciate your kind words and sending your best wishes and thoughts....

I didnt think much of it , but WOW! yeah I guess I did do well dealing with all that at once! Thank you for bringing that to my attention... Sometimes we just dont realize just how strong we really are at times... I did take a reallly long bubble bath last night after work and ahhhhhhhhhhh it was soooooo relaxing ) I am looking forward to having the house to myself tomorrow, I will treat myself to another really long bath ....

I just love you all to pieces!!!</font>

[Greenleaves]

Sorry you're feeling frustrated. You don't have to be supportive when you're not feeling up to it.

It sounds like a very stressful week, with all those ER visits, no heat and no hot water. Everyone must be feeling stressed with so many things going on at once.

I hope you feel better soon. I hope you are able to get some much need rest and relaxation on your days off.

[January]

Hon, sometimes you just have to take care of yourself.

I hope things get better soon.

((((((( SW ))))))))

Hugs,

Jan