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Old Feb 07, 2006, 09:16 AM
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I am having a really bad morning and in need of some emotional support and HUGS.... I cant seem to rid my heart or mind of that one overwhelming feeling that seems to control me on any given day.... I feel empty, sad, hopeless, and with out being (I want to CRY).

I am LOST and have no one to tell or to turn too.... I fear ME when I feel like this and especially when there does not seem to be any present reason or event for how I am reacting inside.

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Old Feb 07, 2006, 09:41 AM
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Hey, you!

Sorry, that you're feeling this way! I know exactly how it is...feel the same very often. PM me if you like. Hang in there! It'll pass, but hard to go through. Always remember, that you're never alone- we're here for you , friend!

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Old Feb 07, 2006, 09:45 AM
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So sorry you are going through this..
Am here if you need,, pm me if you'd like,

Thinking of you,
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Old Feb 07, 2006, 09:48 AM
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im here to im feeling pretty much the same right now

sending many hugs
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Old Feb 07, 2006, 09:48 AM
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Thanks Ninni.... (with tear stained eyes)

I just wish I could have told my husband how I was feeling before he went off to work (I needed him to stay home today), but I was afraid to ask.... go figure. I am my own worst enemy.

I am scared....in my mind and now I fear what will happen - I need not to be alone.

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What is the original wound that controls me from within - I need to find out and to heal it (or) I am doomed to sufferer until it ends....
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Old Feb 07, 2006, 09:49 AM
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Thanks EVERYONE - just do not leave ME today.....

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Old Feb 07, 2006, 09:52 AM
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we are all our own worst enemy sumtimes hun

dont hold the tears it is a release hun

*manys hugs*

can come snuggle with me if you like
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Old Feb 07, 2006, 09:52 AM
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Not leaving you- staying put! Talk to me, please!
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Old Feb 07, 2006, 09:58 AM
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I just hate living with my MIND and all the feelings and thoughts that never seem to go away.... life is no longer fun for me for I have no life due to my anxiety attacks and fears - I die inside every time I have to leave my house and yet I die if I stay.... there seems to be no way out.

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Old Feb 07, 2006, 10:01 AM
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I know the feeling.. But there is a way out,, just have to be here for each other,, strength by numbers right My day is starting out BAD -
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Old Feb 07, 2006, 10:03 AM
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You know what I need the most.... to be LOVED, really LOVED and without wrong doings.

And yet no one, no not a single soul in life has been able to give me that, not even my husband of 20 years (come this April) - they have all hurt me deeply and I am not talking about the little things - the HURT was BIG!


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Old Feb 07, 2006, 10:04 AM
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That iron cage will rust apart and you'll be free! It may take some time... during that time I'm here for you whenever you feel like venting. You can do this! You're such a lovable person!
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Old Feb 07, 2006, 10:05 AM
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I hate being HURT by the ones that was supposed to LOVE YOU and to PROTECT YOU.... and now my mind cannot forget, therefore, I cannot live with happiness or in mental peace.


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Old Feb 07, 2006, 10:09 AM
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</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
Ninni said:
That iron cage will rust apart and you'll be free!

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">

Dear Ninni,

That is what has ME so sacred.... will I be FREE by Father Time or by my own wounded mind and hands? - I hate feeling, for it is trying to take me away, as to stop the inner pain.


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Old Feb 07, 2006, 10:14 AM
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time has left me empty
been hurt by you, you and you
feel a huge hole inside myself
never felt pure love
love for me only
hug me , love me
listen to my words
hear my sighs
please, be there for me

we know empty
we know hurt
we have met that hole
we need pure love
we will hug you, love you
listen to your words
hear your sighs
please, let us be there for you
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Old Feb 07, 2006, 10:16 AM
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I wish the people in my LIFE had cared enough not to HURT ME sooooooooooooooo.... now I feel doomed.


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Old Feb 07, 2006, 10:20 AM
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I hear that some WOUNDS never HEAL.... I think I might have one of them, for I have wanted to DIE since I was 5.

Destroyed before I even had a chance to live - to grow....

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Old Feb 07, 2006, 10:21 AM
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I'm sorry you're having such a rough day. It's hard when pain like that comes into the forefront.

(((((Rhapsody)))))

Take care,

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Old Feb 07, 2006, 10:31 AM
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I am soooooooooooooooooooooo ANGRY at the people in my life and at GOD - they all have let me down.

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Old Feb 07, 2006, 10:47 AM
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Why are MEN (males) so.... well, just the way they are in and around love? - frightened little school boys.

Why do we females need them so, if they cause and bring us such pain and sorrow?
They are our Power, our Pleasure.... our PAIN (fathers, brothers, uncles, friends, lovers, husbands).


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Old Feb 07, 2006, 10:58 AM
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(((((((((((((((rhapsody))))))))))))))))) My day is starting out BAD - My day is starting out BAD - My day is starting out BAD -
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Old Feb 07, 2006, 11:35 AM
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((((((((((rhapsody)))))))))))))

I'm sorry that you're having such a hard time right now. We're here. We care. We understand.

Please don't hesitate to PM as well.

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Old Feb 07, 2006, 11:37 AM
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LIFE sucks right now.... so I am going to bake me a CHOCOLATE CAKE to try and help make it better, if for only a day - smiles.... I promise to share the goodies with my family.

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Old Feb 07, 2006, 12:03 PM
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((((((((((((( Rhap )))))))))))

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Old Feb 07, 2006, 01:09 PM
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The CAKES just came out of the oven, it smells sooooooooooooooooo good in my house now - yum yum.... Swiss Chocolate.

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