The girl in memory
There is a girl in my memory.Maybe every man has one.
She refused me the year before.Even now,I still can’t draw myself from depression and heart-break,not mention those teers and non-sleep nights.
No matter how different I have found her from my imagination,I may be in love with her.She has been my princess for ages,maybe will still be. She is just too pure ,innocent,lovely to let me forget.Her sadness can make me very bad.I can be willing to do almost everything that can make her happy.
But now,I cool down and begin to examine it.I am just too young to handle it.She is just not that perfect.I should put her in proper position in my mind,maybe just a special friend.Furthermore,I know we can’t be happy if we are together with each other.Too many years apart,we respectively have our own styles of life.Maybe we can’t even exchange too much.
Better take it as a story of beauty,and her a person of my imagination.She can be somebody that is not in my reality life,but can be in my imagination land.I can turn to her when I feel hurt or lonelyness.

[SeptemberMorn]

Absence, I understand completely. I have a "man in memory." What we had was all fantasy but it was beautiful and in that fantasy, I learned much that I hold dear now. There's nothing wrong with having beautiful memories.

Thank you .That is beautiful memory.Even when I had tears I still felt happy.Man is a special animalNow,I am just OK.We keep touch with each other,just an special friends.But I think I will not be together with her in future.Someone else,though not found yet,will be more proper.Thank you again.

[Lexicon78]

I have an ex gf that I think of in that respect. Although our relationship was rocky, I only think of the good times and remember how in awe I was of her and how much I loved her. She made me feel incredible when things were good. I'd like to have that goodness back, but with that I would have to welcome all the bad stuff, too...I'm not willing to accept the bad from her.

[tracylee]

I had a 'man in memory' too, but I have since met some one new who has all the qualities and specialness that everyone deserves. I cannot believe that, at nearly 40! I have found some one who makes my life awesome and I appreciate every little or big thing M does for me. You'll get there one day mate, sometimes you dont even realise its happened until you find yourself smiling like a complete loon at something that the special person in your life does...

You are lucky anyway.But I think not everyone can be lucky enough.Someone said:man is boren loneliness.Life should be a stuggle by oneself .It is just so lucky for one to find somebody as a partner.It sounds pessimism,but it may be true.Life is just not that romantic.Best wishes.