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Old Aug 14, 2006, 07:19 PM
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I do not know why, or what it is about but I woke this A.M in a very bad place emotionally. I do not even know what I want or need from you. I am just trying to not act on the thoughts and keep busy. I do not even have much to say to anyone because I do not want this stain to get on you. Maybe if I try to have some fun on here I can move past this I do not know Really dark thoughts
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Old Aug 14, 2006, 07:43 PM
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Just post if you need anything. I have been there. I wish I new something funny to occupy your time. Oh, but wait, I do know a funny website

http://www.careerbuilder.com/monk-e-mail/

If you would like to send a monk-e-mail....It is a talking email and you can even pick and dress the monkey you want to deliver your message! Hope this helps
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Old Aug 14, 2006, 07:54 PM
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Hum so did I, it happens often. Still trying to find ways to deal with it.
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Old Aug 14, 2006, 07:59 PM
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Pas, sounds like you have dealt with this depression before...knowing to distract is a good thing... any idea what brought this episode on?? TC!
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Old Aug 14, 2006, 08:33 PM
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Thanks Danialla ,Sarah and Sky, I went to dust. I do not know what this is about or why. It really is not like me to think and feel like this over ? I do not even know what. I wish my T would email me back. I am bordering on not safe and keeping as busy as I can. My house will be spring clean by the end of the night. I am off and on doing wash and dusting. I cannot seem to put my finger on this Sky. It is NOT like me. I found all day today I just acted nice to the people I work with and deal with in stores. It was like I was acting at being me Really dark thoughts
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Old Aug 14, 2006, 11:54 PM
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Pas De Deux, I'm not surprised in a way, given your recent nightmare, that you'd be feeling out of sorts. I think what you experienced was very, very unsettling, and your reaction is quite normal. Sorry to hear your T hasn't returned your email; is it possible to call him, or to call his office and say that you need to speak with him urgently?
I've tried to find some funny websites, but when I googled funny websites, the blurbs indicated a lot of adult content, which didn't strike me as funny - just tacky.
I have this website in my favourites:
http://www.worth1000.com/cache/conte...play=photoshop

It's a website where people enter competitions manipulating images with graphics software. I particularly like the film parodies and have posted a link to a page showing films with animal stars. (hard to explain - you kind of have to see it)
I hope you enjoy it. Really dark thoughts.
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Old Aug 15, 2006, 12:19 AM
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((Heartspace))) Again thank you. I will try to check the site out asap maybe at work. I am thinking of eating soon. I have been munching off and on while cleaning. I cannot do another day like today. I will end up in the psych hospital.
On T, I well, to be honest I don't want to call him now because I am upset he didnt email me. It is stupid I know.
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Old Aug 15, 2006, 12:33 AM
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God I wish I had a miracle answer but all I can say is I`m here .I hear you & am sending you hugs Really dark thoughts
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Old Aug 15, 2006, 12:37 AM
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Thanks Shear I just hope I do not do anything dumb
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I know that feeling soooo well.
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Old Aug 15, 2006, 07:51 AM
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Pass, please call your t now. If you have a pdoc, call him/her if you can't get through to your t.

I hope you feel better very quickly.

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Old Aug 15, 2006, 11:35 PM
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Thanks Jan and Drunksunflower, I did not call T . I may not see T again he never emailed me back and I just feel like screw it. Thank you to all who spent time with me last night because I was close to ending it for good.
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