I want to talk.

Don't know how much a Krabby Patty is, sorry. You can have .50$. The sky is blue thanks to particles and other things in our atmosphere. The sun's light gets rebounded off these particles and the visible light we see gets rebounded and because of the wave length of blue that's what we see (at least that was what I was told. Not sure about nose running but feet smell because of sweating and the bacteria we have on our skin (some people's feet sweat more than others, I know this because my feet get stinky). I don't own an iron.

I think I would prefer miniature sculpting/ painting.

The other day I got myself some new books to read.

I think I was looking for somewhere to vent a little. Not sure what I hope to gain. Maybe somewhere deep, deep, deep inside me I want to not be the person I have become anymore. My outlook on life is that it sucks. There is nothing good about it. You are born, forced to do things you may not like (school, chores and so on) than when you get of age you are given a good luck and you now have to make your own way.

Well, my life is void of mystery now. The man behind the curtain has revealed himself and he wasn't a wizard at all! Thanks =)

I didn't look through all the replies here but I have the same problem of getting off track when I'm trying to talk to someone else or forget to write something I'm thinking down. I struggle with the writing part partly because I can't keep up with my thoughts a lot of the time, they just run away from me and I can't write/type quickly enough to get down what I really mean. What I've been doing as of late is making videos on my laptop of how I feel that day, things I've been thinking about, things that have bothered me for a long time, things that have happened. Kind of like solo therapy or something. I think it has been helping me be more honest with myself.

It's easy to talk to other people and either exaggerate or under-emphasize things about yourself but when you are just saying it to yourself aloud (which I normally do anyway) and capturing it in a form that someone else would be able to experience the way you do, it is more true and accurate to what you're going through.

I hope that helps. Good luck, friend.

-K

I do not have a way to record myself. Besides i do not like being in pictures or videos. I can see where it could help just not something for me.

i'm the same way.

caused me quite a few problems when i was at school... because of presentations and things

turned out though that 1 of my teachers their became aware of it and organised other things for me to do during those times

Where's the place you feel safest and most comfortable?

You sound so much like me. And I get paranoid when I'm stressed so this is weird. I'm new, taken me about 4 hours to figure out this. What are you angry about?

Talking or writing your thoughts out which would be easier for you?

Oh, if I did video getting things off my chest, I would just put a paper bag over my head and discuss matters. I guess I would have to use a different tag too.

My room.

I am angry at life and crap it gives me. Every thing I had tried to improve my life with was taken away from me. Mainly from things out of my control. I decided I wanted and needed to go to college. Besides having to pay my own way before my first semester was done I was fired from my job. Even in little things I do I have things go wrong to prevent me from finishing. It all has built up over the years and keeps me angry.

It could possibly work for me. I can give it a try. Not sure I would be able to commit to it like i should. I tend to give up on things before they go wrong.

This post got a little stale, hoping to bring it back and get some more questions asked. Remember no need to keep tabs on this post. You can just drive by and post a question and keep on your way.

Jes came by 2 to c what's goin' on. Hmmm....ur avatar uncreativeartist. What kind of artist? performance?

I think about youtube but I have to write a story before I tape the story for youtube. If you did post something for youtube, what would you do?

My comedy is gonna be 2 minutes maybe, can you do comedy? like a short idea.

Some people have to come back here to see your answer.

My avatar? I didn't think I had one. I am not an artist of any kind. Just wish I had the talent or skill for any kind of art form.

Youtube? I have no clue on what I would do for a show or story. Most ideas I think have already been put on youtube it seems.

I can not do comedy, I can barely remember a joke someone told me a few minutes ago. Let alone remember something for 2 minutes.

Have you ever thought about buying a personal recorder and recording your thoughts? You could use it even while driving your car. I often use mine.

I meant ur avatar name.

Well, about youtube you wrote you did not have original ideas.

You do get ideas(you came up with this thread), that's a start. Then you have to see the humor in real life situations.
small ideas add up like pieces of a puzzle. I have ideas on the back burner(subconscious), did you ever have dreams you remembered?

Right now I can not really afford anything more than a few bills I have and a little extra for gas. I could always use my cell phone but I don't like driving with my phone out I don't want to get a ticket because I am trying to record my thoughts.


Oh ok. I don't have any original youtube ideas. As I said I think most ideas have been used, so much stuff on there now it's overwhelming when I think about it.

I have never remembered a dream. I'm not sure if it means I'm broken or what. Everyone I know remembers dreams all the time.

Hi id like to talk to, im a recovering selfharmer and i think im totally losing my mind so idk if anything ill tell u is sane but im happy to help if you are..

Yeah no problem, Not sure how much help I can be I'll try though.

I'll ask the basic Q's

Whats your favorite color?

If you were a tree what kind would you be and why?

If you could be any animal what would you be?

If you could go to any planet that you have read about or watched which one would you go to and why?

Favorite colour is red and pink.

A tree? I really don't know trees, I will say I would want to be something that lived a short life. Because life sucks, I hate the cold and rain.

A shark definitely a shark, carcharadon carcharias if I have a choice.

A planet, hmmmmmm.... none really I can't fly or anything so i couldn't even get anywhere. I can't even travel to places on this planet I want to see.

How do you feel about the chat room here? would that be helpful for you?

why don't you type it out on the blank document in word?

hey optimize990h how do you access the chatroom? last time I went in, I could not talk to anyone.

The chat room is ok. Seems kinda cliquey. Because I have such a hard time talking to people, even on the internet, I tend to not say anything in the chat room. Not sure it would be helpful especially when I don't speak (type).

I am not always at my computer at home and I am not able to do things like that at work (the owner watches everything done on the computers and I do not want him seeing things like that). I know how to hide it and whatever but I am the type of person that will not chance it if there is even the slightest chance something will happen.

When people cannot talk it is sometimes because speech isn't their strength. I know about people who are much better than me at other things, but they are bad at verbalizing.

If this is not the case, it could well be the issue I have. Everything is a big blob of everything. I have no idea where the starting point is. People ask me "what is your story?". I don't have one, my life universe is like a blob, it is not a point to point narrative.

The people who actually have helped have done a little what people have done in this thread. They have asked questions and guided me. A question is much easier to answer than "tell me about yourself" which is impossible IMO. I don't know how people make priorities. Everything about me is equally important.

These days guidance is seen as an ugly thing, like you lose control. I don't see it like that at all. I more see it as a dog for the blind, it helps you go where you want to go.

I struggle a lot with my own "creativity". I cannot yet understand it exists in me, because I heard a lot the last five years or so that people like me are like robots, they are not creative. And when I tried some writing exercises just for fun, a friend I trusted told me I SUCKED. Gee thanx....

My speach is poor along with my vocabulary. It's not that though, I just don't like talking especially about myself. I failed english and writing classes in school because a lot of the assignments were about writing about ourselves. I had no dreams, or experience of any kind, so what was I supposed to write? One teacher told me to write what I do on summer vacation. So I did, hung out around the town I lived in. Still got failing grades.