[angel04]

Well, since dumping my pdoc, I've been told that the mood disorders program is full and I won't be able to get another doc. So, I'm trying to make my way around that by asking for a referral to an anxiety disorders doc which seemed to be working in my favor until today. I was told by my lovely therapist that she will be leaving in three weeks to go on assignment with another department in the hospital and can't get authorization to continue as my therapist and that the anxiety doc she wanted to send me doesn't have any therapists on his roll and I'd have to see a nurse practitioner if I want any kind of talk-therapy. Sheeeesh
Add to all of that...2 assignments due for next tuesday's photography class, a final exam in russian class and surgery on my foot to correct a really freaky and painfully growing toenail. Plus, I have to get my real estate agent to assess and write up a listing agreement for my house by next week when I have the DREADED mediation session with my lawyer and the husband and his lawyer. I'm also broke and haven't seen a penny of support $ since the husband left me last june.
I think I'm having all the stress I can handle for this week. If one more thing happens, I'm going to sit down under a toadstool and jibber my lip with my finger and someone is going to drag me away to a rubber room.
aaarrrggghhhhh
gimme some lovin will ya???
sigh
T

"man's belief that he is the only intelligent being has not done him good" JRR Tolkien

[(JD)]

<font color=purple> (((((angel)))))

all I can say is... you have it all on a list at least.

well... later on you can tell me about your photog course... I used to do prof photo (another life.)

<font color=blue> meditation is a true way to connect to the Source </font color=blue>

[LadyDragus]

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you look up, and see a dragon sitting on top of your toadstool.... What do you do???



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my needs come second
for if they did not
then I would not be a very good Friend

[Rapunzel]

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{angel}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

That's some week! It has to get better from here, right?

<font color=orange>"They accused us of suppressing freedom of expression. This was a lie and we could not let them publish it." ... from the Director of Censorship...

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[LadyDragus]

Since you have not replyed to my reply, ,

The dragon you see on your toadstool is the only dragon of friendship..

I am the dragon lady of the this froum.. I am here to help, keep you all safe and be there when you need a wing to hide under.. so no more rain.. I will keep you shleterd as much as I can..



<font color=purple>
world.. You are no longer going to rule me.. "I" I am going to rule myself"

[Butterfly_Faerie]

Hey Girl

I'm sorry you are having a hard time right now. Can your therapist not reffer you to someone else so you'll have someone by the times she leaves?

I hope things get better for you...

Take care.

<font color=red>~Sundance~</font color=red>

<font color=blue>"Never react emotionally to criticism. Analyze yourself to determine whether it is justified. If it is, correct yourself. Otherwise, go on about your business."</font color=blue>

<font color=black>Norman Vincent Peale</font color=black>

[bptoo]

Hey Boops,

Sounds like it's been pretty much par for the course as far as life goes. How long before you'll know about the status of your referral? Or have you done that yet? I wasn't real clear. Does yout T have a main office where you can go to get feferrals for both a T and a pdoc? Hassles, hassles...wouldn't be life without them.

I think it's so cool that you're taking the classes finally. You know that I've always thought that photography was your calling. I've seen your work, and it's just beautiful. If you would send some of it to me, I could post it to my website and share it with everyone here. I know they'd love it as much as I do.

Personally, not that it's any of my business, not that it's ever stopped me before... if the STBX can take the excursions to Europe, and do the things you've mentioned to me, he can certainly pony up the dough for your support. Time to have a serious talk with your lawyer, eh?

Take some of those peaceful walks you tell me about. Let your mind get away from things for a bit. It'll be over soon, and you'll get to move on with your life. You do have people who care about you, I know, I'm one of them. I'm sending you lots of love, hugs, and a big kiss!

Greg

[angel04]

She is trying sundance. She's just afraid it won't happen before she does leave. The only hitch is that I have to be in one of the "programs" in order to have a therapist at this particular hospital and since I fired my pdoc in the mood disorders program, I am currently without program.
Don't ya just love the government?
huff puff sulk
take care
angel

"man's belief that he is the only intelligent being has not done him good" JRR Tolkien

[angel04]

It doesn't work that way G, (see post to sundance)
It's a waiting game now.
What website??? You've never sent ME the address so until you do, I'm going to with-hold my "beautiful" photos. hehehe
I was out last week taking black and white ones. I hope they come out. I'm developing these ones myself tonight in the lab. Never done that before. Should be fun. I did portraits of my mom on saturday and some came out really well. Some are crap of course but there are one or two I might enlarge for the family.
I wish I had the energy to take one of my peaceful walks hun. I just don't have it in me right now. I know that's a cop out but sometimes you just gotta give yourself a break, right?
Don't you worry about that support stuff. My lawyer is seriously on C's *** about that. I haven't seen a cent since he moved out last june and since then I have recruited all my doctors, past and present, to write letters about my ridiculous level of stress stemming from the lack of support payments so that should get me somewhere.
thanks for the hugs and the love
I love ya a ton too
me

"man's belief that he is the only intelligent being has not done him good" JRR Tolkien

[angel04]

thanks lady dragus. It takes a while for me to rreply to posts since I only have net access at the library and there are only 4 stations. They are busy most of the time.
I appreciate the shelter of your wing and wish you only clear skies and unlimited room to fly.
hugs
angel

"man's belief that he is the only intelligent being has not done him good" JRR Tolkien

[LadyDragus]

you have the shelter any time you need it..

And I always have pleanty of room to fly around here on the fourms.. No one has grounded me yet




<font color=purple>
world.. You are no longer going to rule me.. "I" I am going to rule myself"

[Butterfly_Faerie]

aww sorry to hear that Angel. OHIP should cover psychiatrists and so forth, hmm, I got my shrink through my family doctor, seeing her for 7 yrs now...I think I was one of the last paitents she took on, I'm lucky to have grabbed her, I never had to be in a program to get a pdoc, how come that is?. Good luck to you,

<font color=red>~Sundance~</font color=red>

<font color=blue>"Never react emotionally to criticism. Analyze yourself to determine whether it is justified. If it is, correct yourself. Otherwise, go on about your business."</font color=blue>

<font color=black>Norman Vincent Peale</font color=black>