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Aug 30, 2014, 08:06 PM
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Ok, so I don't think I'm depressed, but I have been sleeping a lot. If it weren't for my bf waking me up today I probqbly would've kept hitting snooze on the alarm- granted I'm not working today, it is nice to get things done- like doing some grocery shopping, cleaning up the apt. a bit, catching up on some reading,am that sort of thing. I did the same thing yesterday I had gone to bed at like 2and then my bf got up and left for school and I kept hitting snooze until 1:15 and got up and left for work to be there by 4:30PM. Granted I went to bed at like 3:56AM, I set my alarm for 12 and planned on hitting the gym, something I haven't done in almost a week.
I don't know why I'm sleeping so much. I had a bout of painful cramps earlier that dissipated, even though I'm not due for my period for nearly another two weeks- I like my new job better than my old one for sure, but I don't really want to be there- like it's fun, but I wish I could be doing something more with my time on this earth, helping make a change for the better in others lives and for the world at large- I feel like such a waste of space- and yes, I know I should be putting forth efforts to do so if that's how I feel. I also just don't feel like working at all either . . .. maybe this is depression??? Ugh, whatever . . . I'm probably thinking too much, I've been told that- but then thinking and writing things out is a good way (for me) to process things and usually helps.  I don't know, I'm also feeling despondent in general because theres so many selfish oblivious people in this world that just continue to be part of the problem- they're either blissfully ignorant or selfish and wasteful and I want to just beat the **** out of them for making me feel bad for caring so much. Ugh, I need to go on a permanent vacation or something . . . maybe I am PMSing . . .. 
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 Anonymous100125, thelostone
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Aug 30, 2014, 10:12 PM
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Process away.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman Major Depressive Disorder Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun. Recovering Alcoholic and Addict Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide. Male, 50 Fetzima 80mg Lamictal 100mg Remeron 30mg for sleep Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back |
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Aug 31, 2014, 09:09 AM
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| AngstyLady
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Sep 01, 2014, 08:22 PM
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Quote:
I wish everyone would stay home 1 day a week so I could go out and enjoy myself. 
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| AngstyLady
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#5
Sep 07, 2014, 10:18 PM
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Ha ha, Ripose, I like your way of thinking!
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