[KSawani13]

My mother has despised me since the day I was born. My mom and dad haven't been much of a married couple and for the past 19yrs Ive seen them fight horribly and my mother would beat me up to get the anger out. I do most of the work asked to do, but she still says unspeakable things. My parents never let me finish high school because if I study further they won't have an unpaid nurse. Now I know I have no future, I also have no friends anymore. I barely go out. I don't care about keeping myself clean. The left side of my head is always hurting, most of the time I am sleepy and tired. I don't feel like doing anything. I am writing here cause I almost killed myself today. I need help to thinkclearl. I don't want to die. I just want a way out of this house where I am cursed day and night only for being born as a girl. Also, I just know for a fact that my problem isn't physical. Thank you for your time.

[Fuzzybear]

I'm so sorry KSawani,
What you've described is unbearable. And you shouldn't have to experience any of that. And I'm so glad you came here versus killing yourself. I can tell you I relate to your story. My mother despised me too, and there was abuse. It breaks my heart knowing how you're feeling right now. But I want you to know a few things. Its wrong, what you're living through. And you deserve better. And finally, you do have a future, you will come out the other side. I don't have all the answers for you, but I hope it helps to know you aren't alone, and people do care. Please stay strong, come here as often as you can to vent, get support, find peers. You'll get through this.

[Tauren]

I'm so sorry. Wish I could do something.