I wish I had a mother

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"Fly" by Celine Dion:

"Tell Me I Was Dreaming" by Travis Tritt:

"The Dance" by Garth Brooks:

"Goodbyes England Rose - Princess Diana" by Sir Elton John:

These songs help me when I need to cry because my every fiber in my being is sad because my mom is no longer here to hold me.

I wish you did too, Fuzzy.

A therapist might be able to fill that role?....or some of it anyway...



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xoxoxo

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Thank you all xoxox

... Fuzzy

My mother had an extremely difficult life and was not able to be there for me as a child—she left me when I was only a few years old. Now, she has a problem with addiction and she is not really able to be there for me (I am 36). I love her and I consider her my best friend. I have had to accept her and know that no matter what she does love me—and always had. I wish I could talk with her and get support from her…but…sometimes that just not possible. Don’t feel guilty about the resentful feelings—I think it is a natural reaction to the situation. Hey, we are human with real human emotions.

I can only imagine how difficult it must be for you to lose your mum. I feel for you. Please know that I will be here to listen. I am sorry I did not reply to your post earlier—I was not really sure what to say. More than anything, I really want you to know you are not alone—people here at PC are here for you.

((((((((((((((Fuzzy)))))))))))))))))))) I'm sorry. It's so easy for me to take my Mom for granted. Your post made me stop and appreciate her being here/there even though she can be a real pain in the butt.

Thanks so much, your reply means a lot to me!! (((((((((((((((( DePressMe ))))))))))))))))

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Wishing you well Fuzzy. I lost my mother to suicide 26 years ago. I miss her today as much as any day since her passing. The good times and the bad. No one can every replace her. I have aunties and special friends who I turn to now but it's not the same. Still I appreciate who I do have in my life and especially those who knew my mother so that we can talk about her together.

I get mad sometimes when I so desperately want to go to her for a hug and some reassurances. I get mad that I have been robbed of her presence in my life. I know she loves me still. I would just like a hug and to see her smile at me in that special way again. Nothing dulls that pain. Its something I learn to live with new every day.

I think it makes me a good mother for my own. I do much to honour her memory by making sure the children know who she was and what she meant to this world. I keep her alive in my heart and in my life. She will never be gone from my life. Just out of my touch, sight and smell. But even there.... if I close my eyes and image.... there she is. It's not the same but it's her. In every breath I take cuz she gave me life. In every flutter of my heart cuz she gave me love. In every step I take cuz she gave me courage. In every thought I have cuz she gave me confidence to trust myself. In every action I make cuz she gave me reason to care about others.

I am my mother's daughter. My son is my mother's grandson. She is always with us in mind, body and spirit. She lives on eternally in our hearts and our minds. She knows my pain, she knows my joy. She shares it all in love.

Wishing you well Fuzzy.....

Thanks for the lovely post (((((((((((((((( chocolatelover ))))))))))))))))

Hi Fuzzy,

Good mothers are wonderful.

My Mama excelled in some ways, and failed me in other ways. Overall though I would have to say she was an A+ mother.

I have had a lot on my mind lately, and decided I deserved to go see my favorite therapist. Her office is 70 miles from here, back near where we used to live. So I had my dear, sweet husband drive me.

Boy was it worth it. Part of me feels so relieved, and part of me is sad. Therapy is like that sometimes.

All this to say, can you find a good female therapist?

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Feel free to PM me.

EJ

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