Making Plans..............

Finally, I've been able to put my focus where it should have been for many years now, and that's on getting my husband here to the states from Romania!!!! YAY!!

Life has thrown many twists and turns into the mix. Many times we have started the process only to be stalled by something along the way. Well, NO MORE! We are more determined than ever to make this our defining year!

With the advent of some serious infusion of money, We are now able to go full bore to realize our dream of our life together.

There is finally excitement in my heart, a kind of peace now filtering in that I haven't felt in a long long time. Our love has never waned, but our hopes have been dashed at times. Long distance romance is a most difficult thing to live through at times. I don't ever wish the pain on anyone.

I do not regret these years of being apart. I truly believe that all good things come to pass in their own time. Now is finally our time!

We have endured so much over the past 4 years. Our anniversary is coming up on the 30th of this month. We have yet to spend one anniversary together, one holiday together. The first year we were together we celebrated his birthday. Since then, nothing. Sending e-cards and snail mail is great, but it just doesn't cut it anymore. Once a week phone calls for 10 minutes or so, just don't cut it anymore.

I look forward to taking my last flight alone to Romania at the end of this summer. I will stay there with my beloved until he has his next interview at the Embassy. I will attend the interview with him and show that we are real people, that we have real love, that we only want to live our life in peace together. I can't wait to travel with my beloved and see the beautiful countryside of his land, enjoy the delicious food, take part in the grand scheme of a wonderful country with so much to offer. I can't wait to be in his arms, listening to him breath, feeling his heart beat next to mine again. To look into his eyes and see his soul, the soul that touched me so long ago. The soul that sang to me with promises of what love, life and passion are all about. To see and touch the face of the man who has brought out the true woman in me...the one I always knew was there but could never quite find until my soulmate touched me. Then, together, we will board a plane to come home.........*sigh*

I'm sorry if this is all sappy and lovestruck. I just can't hold it in anymore. I feel my heart bursting with so much love, respect, appreciation, and I just can't keep it to myself anymore.

So, plans have been made. Not engraved in stone just yet, but enough so there is hope......the one thing everyone needs in life to continue our journey. It will take a few months for this to all come about, but heck, whats another few months after years of being apart?? I can do this, I know I can do this! Please help me do this!!!! LOL

Thanks for listening to me rant here. I just needed to say it and get it out in the open so it seems more real.

J

((((((((((( Sabau )))))))))))

I'm so excited for you. I rejoice with you!!!!!!

Hugs,

Jan

sending you good vibes to help your plans become reality

(((((((((((((((sabau and hubby))))))))))))))

I'm so happy for you!! Sending you good thoughts and vibes!! ((((((((((((((((( Sabau )))))))))))))))))

OMG im soooo happy for you....Ive been through an LDR (not as horrible as yours though) However, it is true when they say, distance makes the heart grow fonder....when you go back with him physically i know it will feel like you never missed a beat....and though i have been with my sweety now physically for 7 months....i still have that longing for him....and you know what ...it makes the relationship oh so much more special....when your with him i know you two will never take for granted each others company ....while most say they are glad to have a vacation from their lover ...i say (and im sure everyone else whose been through the same pain as a long distance relationship) that i will never ever take a vacation away from my partner....ever lol....lol i miss him when he goes into the next room...and your right sweety...i wouldnt wish that pain on anyone...you deserve this ...you both do...i know how much you love each other....and it makes me remember how tense and excited i was to get back together...you deserve this reunion more than anyone else i know!!! YEY FOR YOU!!!!!
Love,
Inny

sabau2--

My heart is overjoyed for you. I know you have waited for this and I am soooo happy for you. I pray for you and your husband and all that life holds for the two of you. I pray that all goes well in Romania and that you all enjoy his country and I know that they will have to see the love you share and the realness of the two of you. Everything will work out. You deserve this so much both of you. I cried at your words only because I know how hard this has had to be for you. I could feel the heartfelt words of your heart and I was touched by the hope that you hold. I understand needing it to be real to you. You go girl!!!! I love ya!!! You rant all you want, I think it's wonderful.

purplesecrets

The love you feel for your husband, shows so much in your written word.

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What a beautiful post, Sabau. Your love shines through to spread some of its light to all of us. Best wishes for a smooth exit for your darling husband and a wonderful time together in Romania.

jean......this is the best news! and this time it will happen!

Be as sappy and lovestruck as you want! This is a wonderful post and full of hope!

Tranquility

Sabau, that's so wonderful. I watched a man I worked with bring his father, wife, and child from Belarus and know the hard work it is. So glad your separation is almost at an end.

what a wonderful, wonderful thing for you, Jean!!!! i am so happy because you make so many of us here feel special and cared for and now you get to make your dreams come true.....xoxoxo pat

As I sit here and read all your posts to me, I am in tears. The tears are made of joy, love and appreciation for each and every one of you, MY friends!!!

Thank you so very much for all your prayers and support. You have no idea how much you all mean to me. I couldn't ask for a better place to be, for better friends than what I have right here. You make my life more full than I could have ever imagined. I love you all very much and I thank you for sharing in my joy and happiness with my husband.

You all ROCK THE HOUSE!!!!!!!

Many Hugs!
Jean

Thank you dear ((((((((((((((((((((((Jan))))))))))))))))))))))

(((((((((((((((Kathryn))))))))))))))

Thanks for those good vibes!! We sure can use them

(((((((((((((((((((myfuzzywuzzy)))))))))))))))))))))))

You are a peach! (even if you are a bear ) Thanks love!

((((((((((((((((((((innysweety)))))))))))))))))

I knew you would understand how I feel. I'm so glad you are with your sweety!!!

My dear friend ((((((((((((((((((((((((purplesecrets)))))))))))))))))))))))

Your love and support mean the world to me. Thank you so very much! I know you get what it means to be real to me...yeah...i know

I love you too!!!

Oh dear (((((((((((((((((((((((Poetry))))))))))))))))))))))))) I didn't mean to make you cry hon....................

Ahh...Richard Marx...how many times my husband and I have listened to that song together on line and cried to each other. Such a lovely, touching song. Thank you my sweet!!!

Thank you dear ((((((((((((((((((((((((Wants)))))))))))))))))))))))))

Your thoughts and support are so appreciated!

(((((((((((((((((((((((((Julia)))))))))))))))))))))))))

Thank you my friend!! It WILL happen!!! It will it will it will!!!
Keep reminding me will you please??? *giggle*

Sweet ((((((((((((((((((((((((tranquility)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

I don't think I can help but be lovestruck and sappy...hehehehe!
Gosh, I feel like a teenager LOL

Dear ((((((((((((((((((((((Perna))))))))))))))))))))))

You are right...it is not easy, but it is definitely possible! I am more determined than ever now...and nothing will get in our way this time! Thanks hon

Dear (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Pat)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Thank you sweetiepie!! *sigh* MY dreams coming true...wow, I was almost to the point of giving up....can you imagine?? Now I feel rejuvenated....strong....powerful.....and ready to move mountains if that's what it takes!



Btw...I hope you are feeling better!

WOW!! How romantic and how in love you sound!! I'd love to hear the whole story sometime soon!