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Jun 17, 2007, 06:52 PM
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When I smile...am I smiling?
Am I happy, when I smile? When I cry, is it sadness? Who am I, in this life...this place? Why do I lust? Yet want so much, so great love? Whats the difference? I know the difference....or do I? Lust is to crave...Love is to....what is love? I'm falling into a pitless lie...or is stone solid to break me? If I bleed will I smile? Or shall I lick it cleean? Is my mind really gone? Or am I sane in an insane world? God forgid....to kill another... I'm scared, will I die by my own self pity? I love to love, or do I lust to love? Am I good? Am I hated? Or am I just paranoid? I hate myself, so 1 question is answered. Wanting happiness, yet finding sadness. I work a little, and quit again, but whats to work? When no one can compliment....pity me but I care no thing about my self. Its time to grow up...but I find wisdom exceeding adults...whats that tell? I'm seeking attention, to find a dimention, of love, 3d to my mind. I thought I was depressed, now repressed in pity. God let your ppl for give me? I hope. I pray. For ANother Day..... |
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Jun 17, 2007, 06:55 PM
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I hope and pray that another day gets brighter for you...your post was very moving...
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Jun 17, 2007, 06:55 PM
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(((((((((((moonkin)))))))))))
sending you a reassuring cuddle. i love your writing even though sad. please lean on us and find comfort, weare your friends here. jinnyann xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo |
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