[InfiniteSadness]

I hate life and my life. I just can't win. Life sucks honestly. Even worse with mental illness.
The only hope I have is god.
Everything else is tainted or has failed me.
And I see a doctor, if your curious.


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[Bluemoonbrowneyes]

Originally Posted by InfiniteSadness

I hate life and my life. I just can't win. Life sucks honestly. Even worse with mental illness.
The only hope I have is god.
Everything else is tainted or has failed me.
And I see a doctor, if your curious.


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Sounds like a rough one... day, week, months ....probably years for you. I'm sorry hope something gives you a break for your life and even some small act of kindness, or relief... to make it with while. Our Day to day life is hard enough to get through...plus like you mentioned having an illness on top of all that, is very difficult. Please, if it's God you look to for some positive outlook on life, then that's a start and so good. Something, for any type of positive right now is good. At least you have that and when problems just keep at you left and right...if at all possible and not telling you what to do.... Is try not to blame God. When worse comes to worse, and you're at the bottom of the hole looking up for some help it will be vacant, empty...the one thing you have as good or in my opinion that matters to you is gone it's gone forever...once there's nothing left to believe in.. pulling back from that is deep, brutal work. Life sucks....like really really sucks big ones....***** happens and it's never easy. Remembering it's not God's fault, parents or other people ...helps ....putting an endless circle of blame to sucky life. It's not ever fair and nobody seems to care. I care... It's this really weird thing can't shake off... like I really do have this deep sense of love for (some) people and want to listen and give them ideas to make their situations better. I hope and pray for mental peace state of mind, that the Lord will give you triple times amount of patience you already have to get past this and may he help give you good restful night of sleep and full belly

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Originally Posted by InfiniteSadness

I hate life and my life. I just can't win. Life sucks honestly. Even worse with mental illness.
The only hope I have is god.
Everything else is tainted or has failed me.
And I see a doctor, if your curious.


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God is a pretty good hope.

I'm sorry that you're feeling down and out, but my experience has been that it's always darkest just before the light.

I'm 52, and there's been many times where I felt hopeless, where I felt my life was pointless, but I always kept going if for no other reason than to see how the story ended.

Go easy on yourself and keep hope alive.

[Bluemoonbrowneyes]

Originally Posted by kindness

God is a pretty good hope.

I'm sorry that you're feeling down and out, but my experience has been that it's always darkest just before the light.

I'm 52, and there's been many times where I felt hopeless, where I felt my life was pointless, but I always kept going if for no other reason than to see how the story ended.

Go easy on yourself and keep hope alive.

Right I agree. Why is it hearing from others positive things, like ease up, sounds great and I know it's true... but then something clicks in my head and don't? Seems so easy or make life easier and then snap back to toxic thinking. I'm a work in progress and have believed in God since I was young. I felt for you the other day and just joined wanted to reach out and give you a big hug.

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