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Aug 29, 2016, 06:54 AM
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Perhaps I have MI. Heck, I may even have every MI. I didn't find 'true love'. I haven't been well. I have set myself up for people to hurt me. But, I really like myself. I am not going to take drugs to try to cope with A holes. I am what I am. I still have plenty. I am getting away from who and what makes me ill and being true to myself.
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Aug 29, 2016, 03:57 PM
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I think the same.
My mind is mine, and I like it the way it's. I just need understanding and love, like everyone else. 
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Crazy, inside and aside Meds: bye bye meds CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions "Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance." I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison- |
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Aug 30, 2016, 03:38 PM
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Well said ! I feel the same way
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I turn to the crowd as they're watching They're sitting all together in the dark in the warm I wanted to be in there among them I see how their eyes are gathered into one And then she turns to me with her hand extended Her palm is split with a flower with a flame - Suzanne Vega (1987) |
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Aug 30, 2016, 04:39 PM
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Sep 02, 2016, 04:14 PM
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What I found is that I got away by myself after a life time of struggle & fighting. Everyone says that you can't escape your problems, you bring them with you. I wondered why when I got away that my problems DIDN'T follow me & for the first time in my life I could truly find out who I was. I realized that everyone in my whole life was dealing with the same issues & when I was able to just socialize with normal people, I no longer had the problem I had dealing with those people (parents & husband) who had the same dysfunctional issues.
Growing up around that dysfunction & had no idea what was normal so I wasnt wise enough to not marry someone with the same dysfunction as it was disguised in a different package. So my THEORY is that is our problems follow us then the problem is probably within us, but if it doesnt folliw us (its been 9 years now for me) then the problem was probably external & it was our reaction to the problem that we were experiencing. Definitely easier to work on especially when you dont have to live with it 24/7.
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Sep 02, 2016, 04:26 PM
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I spoke to my best friend through high school today. We talked about traveling together and feeling ok about the unknown future. She says there was never anything about me that indicated any MI or PD, that I'm a kind, quirky, smart person.
Thanks for bringing this post to my attention just now before I go with h to a new marriage counselor. I've been anxious all day about how to approach this.
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Sep 02, 2016, 05:18 PM
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  You're so right! Glad you see this!
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