I NEED YOU PC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*PRAY*

Gosh PC! I'm doing horrible. I can't take it anymore, the public breakdowns of crying, the horrible thoughts of sadness, the faces in my mind, the happiness in others which makes me wonder, the sadness and pain i Feel, I'm 17 damn why now., its not some typical teenage depression I'm not saying those problems aren't as bad I'm just saying mines been with me since I was a toddler,...god help me, I'm in horrible pain,....I see my friend,..so tall, so proud, and me so weak so scrony, I need love, i need a teenage life, I need AAAAA LIFE!

Gosh PC pray for me...pray for me plz or hope..........I need both...

Dustin your friend always I love you all! This world needs PC because we are the world!

Best as always, Dustin. I will continue to pray and hope the best for you...

My prayers are with you. Hang in there. It gets better. Don't give up the hope. I'm so glad you feel supported here. It's good you come to share and ask for support. You are a very wise and strong young man. That's obvious from your post. Keep believing Dustin.

Hi Moonkin,
You have my prayers and good thoughts as well.

Are you aware that you are of legal age to obtain mental health care on your own? Have you considered going to your local hospital for help?

I do hope you feel better real soon.
Take care,
Okie

((((((((((((((((((Moonkin)))))))))))))))))))))))

my thopughts and prayers for you

Dustin

You are definately in my thoughts and prayers.

An idea - call a crisis line. It's annonymous and will most likely help you through this rough patch.

Best Wishes, SBD

with God`s help you will be able o overcome...to release you pain and overcome.

beleive it.
i hope that soon things change for the better.
hugs!

Thanks everyone...Alot. I've lately been calling Crises lines, I met a pperson who really helped me and told me to call back, I can't get in touch with her tho, everytime I call its a different line. But I keep calling and talking to the others too. I've been seeing docs for a long time to answer your question Okiedokie, its been a rough 17 years,...and I'm only 17, I don't know how long I can go knowing that all my life was misery.....where is my light.....where is my tunnel? I love you PC thank you so much.

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Hi Moonkin,
You have my prayers and good thoughts as well.

Are you aware that you are of legal age to obtain mental health care on your own? Have you considered going to your local hospital for help?

I do hope you feel better real soon.
Take care,
Okie

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ditto.

Moonkin, you can go get help on your own. I hope that you do that. We are all here for you......xoxoxo pat

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I've lately been calling Crises lines, I met a pperson who really helped me and told me to call back, I can't get in touch with her tho, everytime I call its a different line. But I keep calling and talking to the others too. I've been seeing docs for a long time to answer your question Okiedokie, its been a rough 17 years,...and I'm only 17, I don't know how long I can go knowing that all my life was misery.....where is my light.....where is my tunnel? I love you PC thank you so much.

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When a crisis line person invites you to call back it doesn't mean to only talk with them. I'm sorry you only want to find that one person, and keep getting others, though.

There are people IRL to talk with also. Are you still in school? Your counselor can line you up with someone, if the counselor isn't helping you work through your issues.

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its been a rough 17 years,...and I'm only 17,

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> I suspect from reading this statement that you might improve if you can apply some of the counters to cognitive distortions. (You can find them sticky posted at the top of the psychotherapy forum.) Certainly you don't recall issues from birth that depressed you? I'm sure you feel this way, though, but it's important to counter negative thoughts and speech. Studies have shown that very young children don't stay "depressed" at all because of their internal "hope."

If you can pinpoint a better year or time when you first became sad, that might help you figure out why you are dealing with such exasperation, and that will give you something to work on to try and find hope for the future.

If you can't find anyone IRL and you can't connect back up with that crisis center worker, then I would suggest you hospitalize yourself until they can find some meds or therapy that will help you feel better. You don't need to feel this way.

((((((((gentle hugs))))))))) i hope you can find the answers you are looking for and that God will bless you with His merciful peace and love.

recluse1

Moonkin, prayer alone won't help you. You've heard the saying "God helps those who help themselves," right?

Sky is right. Look up those thinking mistakes in "Phsycotherapy" and read them, apply them to your thinking. As long as you keep thinking negatively, you're standing in God's way of helping you.

(((((((Moon)))))))))))

hope the sun comes out and shines on you...

{{{ Moonkin }}}

sending kind gentle vibes your way