I have met some great people and have a lot of friends on here now. I don't wish to upest anyone but I may have become to close to some of you out there. But lately i have been feeling like i am a tool or a thing to help others. I feel as though some might even obsess over me and my kindness. Do not mistake my kindness. I do care but i have my lines that i won't stand to be crossed. I try to keep things personal and unknown. I don't wish to be harrased by anyone,for others to speak behind my back or anything else. I am only human as you all are and i too have been hurt before. I have told a few about my personal things in life and i wish everyone will respect my privacy. I am not just a girl that gets on here to help just one...im here for everyone. I have a family i have to care for....i don't have time for she is my friend kind of attitude. I DONT want ANYONE to fight over me or anything im here for you all. I have a big heart and if i ignore you ...know that its for the better..not worse. I can make my own choices in life i don't need help. I care for you all....because you are all so very special to me. You are all diffrent in your own ways which makes you all great. I have made a lot of close friends on here...please don't feel that you are less than that....in saying that don't think you are more eather. I needed to get this out. I will not point a finger, and i will not give out any information about anyone here that has talked with me. I hold so much inside and i hope you can forgive me for this outburst. I can only handle so much...I am only one person. I have been dealing with my own stresses in real life and it just makes things that much more harder for me to feel as though im just a thing on here too. Please i hope you all forgive me for this outburst. But we all have our limits. This is just one of mine. Privacy a little...in real life. Im not just apart of you computer screen remember that as well.Forgive me.

[pegasus]

Yes, we are all human for sure.

We can't be everything for everyone, and we can't please everyone either.

Feeling the pressure? Don't forget to do self-care. Look after yourself.

Gentle hugs (((((((( pmachovina )))))))

[MyBestKids2]

((((((((((((pmachovina))))))))

sending kind gentle vibes your way

i understand where you are coming from and sympathize that you're feeling so stressed over this. it is good that you are speaking up for yourself....it can be hard to do that. bravo!

my advice would be to establish your boundaries, firmly, and put the people on ignore that you need to. if you do that, you won't receive PMs from them. it works for me!!!

it's great that you do want to help everyone, but at some time, like now, you do come to realize that you have to take care of yourself first.....xoxoxo pat

Hugs Pm......

I wish to appologize for my reaction. I am coming off harsh. I am not usually that way. I just don't want others to make me feel used in anyway. I hope you all understand. I will try to control myself better...But i do tend to hold in a lot.

[Pita]

pmachovina - I do not think you need to apologize - you were just stating what you were feeling - isn't that what PC is supposed to be about - this place would not do any of us any good if we could not talk about most of the things that are important to us and what we believe and feel at any given point. Take care.