Another Update about Moi

Nine weeks in folks, and the sickness still hasn't gotten any better.

I swear if I don't start being able to keep food down, I don't know what I am going to do. I am near the end of my proverbial rope.

Not to mention I have been stuck in this house for weeks now, with no visitors, nothing but the internet to keep me sane. And I want to be working but there is just no way in hell I can manage it right now. Which sucks, because if I don't have a job by like the first week of next month I have no idea what I am going to do for rent.

On top of all of this they of course pulled me off all of my anxiety meds and I constantly feel like I am going to jump out of my skin or have a heart attack. I know I won't really it just sucks having the feeling.

I feel like those directly around me aren't being very understanding either. Which is even harder on me because for the life of me I hate being stuck in this position, I mean it's not like I am faking pregnancy symptoms to get out of work... Im scared as hell because I don't have a job right now. Who wouldn't be?

So for the time being I am just treading water trying to keep afloat, and trying to concentrate on being as healthy as possible while still keeping sane.

So that's the update folks, sorry it turned out to be so much more of rant than a journal entry but I needed to vent.

((((((((((((((((( Rainbowzz ))))))))))))))))

(((((((((rainbowzz))))))))

I am so sorry you are feeling so horrible right now. I'd like to say it will pass, but I imagine that won't be much comfort to you. We are all here listening and caring!


Dee

(((((((((rainbowz))))))))))) hope things get better for you soon!! I am so sorry you feel so bad right now!! Hugs to you!!

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On top of all of this they of course pulled me off all of my anxiety meds and I constantly feel like I am going to jump out of my skin or have a heart attack. I know I won't really it just sucks having the feeling.

I feel like those directly around me aren't being very understanding either.

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Who are "they" who pulled you off medication?

I know it sounds heartless (and it may be wrong for you), but maybe if you can stay with the anxiety and try to "examine" it, find out what your mind tells you about it, listen for other thoughts that your mind provides you, it might help.

It is hard. I only partially succeed at it. It seems like a correct and productive thing to do, even so.

Hello (((RAINBOWZ))). I feel that you should call your Dr since you need to let the Dr know that you are not able to function at this time wiht the anxiety, there are some meds that you can take while pregnant. You should call your Psych Dr and have them prescribe something that you can take and maybe talk to your Gyn about getting you something to take for the nausea to help you feel better. I hope things get better for you soon. Take care. Soidhonia

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Can you go out of work on medical leave of absense. That usually gives you your salary while you are out. I know usually maternity leave is around the birth of the baby, but it might also be for those who end up as sick as you are.

Different bodies react differently. When I was pregnane, I only got sick once. A friend of mine was sick the whole time. That was almost 30 years ago however....I would think that your Dr would have something for you to use for the nausea. They do have good meds for that

Take care,
Debbie

(((((((((rainbowzz))))))))
Thinking of you. Hang in there and keep treading.