Why why why....my session wiwth my T yesterday was hard,..we went over about how I got upset when she didnt call....well....today my mother called her to ask her about insurance...she hasn't got back....and I e-mailed her..she assured me she'd get back quick...s ofar nothing...god..I loved...loved..my T..but why?...what was it?...now I'm alone...I stopped playing with my online friends on a game..I left them...I deleted everything I'm so insane..I want to die..to stop the pain..every evening after school I ball in tears releasing the pain..but it comes back worse after I'm dry.....

HELP ME...PLOEASE....I BEG YOU GOD PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!PLEASE......PLEASE..........T .....

[HALLIEBETH87]

come to support chat, love

[ECHOES]

Dealing with insurance and getting answers can take time.

Reading an email and considering one's reply to it takes time too.

She may not have read your email yet. She spoke about the things in her personal life that require her time and attention so it could be she's taking care of other things like that right now.

Can you reassure yourself with the recent memories of how she's been there for you in the past when you were afraid she would not?

Maybe some journaling would be relieving for you.

Want to try a very nice quided imagery? It's called Secret Garden and it's free at this website www.meditainment.com. It's very relaxing and soothing. I hope you'll try it out!

Hang in there Moonkin, she's still there...even if you don't see her or feel her presence at the moment.

[eskielover]

Sometimes we think things should be happening much quicker than they actually can happen in real life. I know that one moment in time seems like forever when we are waiting for a return call or return message. I remember waiting for Dr's return calls many times.

The sad thing is that we usually have nothing else to think about except for that call...& they have thousands of things going on that they have to take care of. We think that we are the only thing that exists....(I am looking at how I have felt in the past with this statement).....when we are only a drop in the pond....with others that are equally important.

Patience in very important......& I know I get very angry when I feel forgotten or ingored....which is an easy way to feel when we know we are expecting a call about something that is very very important to us.

She will call back or get back with you when she has time...& if not, you might have to send another email to remind, but give enough time for a response.....usually several days.....which in our minds seems like FOREVER.....I know....really I do.

Sit back....take a breath......find something else to focus on & time will go a lot quicker,
Debbie

[DocClyde]

(((Dustin)))

[drummergrl]

Dustin:
STOP beating your head against a brick wall!!! She already told you she's got a family with kids of her own to attend to, and she can't stop to come and rescue you from yourself. You need to give her some space too, ya know?
I am sure she will get back to you in time, but she has other
obligations to meet and can't just drop what she's doing because you want her to call. Stop driving yourself crazy over this, or you'll make yourself sick....physically sick!!!

You haven't entered anything new in your blog lately. Maybe you should do that and try to keep track of the feelings you behold so firmly. You are shutting out your friends? WHY?

Why are you pushing away people you know for someone you don't? You need to remember that she's your THERAPIST, not your FRIEND!!!!

Take a second and kick back and relax. She will call you when she gets a chance. Don't worry.....it'll give you wrinkles!!!!!!! hahahahahaha................