Having a bad day.....rant and rave

I am having a bad day. I woke up at 3:45 but was able to put myself back to sleep for about an hour. My arm is itching and I don't want to scratch it for fear I will get another big blotch on my arm. I think I have bronchitis again and am going to the doc this afternoon to confirm my fears. Here goes another round of antibiotics and cough syrup. My cough syrup tastes nasty. I keep thinking about Steve and about cry everytime I do. I have my sleep study tonight so no talking to Rex tonight. I did a piercing this morning instead of what I really wanted to do so now I have another hole in my head.

Ever have one of those days were it feels like the world is caving in?

Jbug

(((( Jannie )))))

I hate those days.....they always seem to pass, but its horrible when you're in them. I hope you feel better soon.

(((JANNIE))). I am sorry that you are struggling at this time. I hope things get better for you soon. Take care. Soidhonia

Today is a scary day. I had my sleep study last night and it went well except they had to wake me up to put me on oxygen in my mask. They said that they couldn't get my oxygen level to come up no matter how high they turned my mask on. Sounds like I'll be wearing oxygen at night.

Anyway I got here to school and was talking with the guy in the automotive department and thought man I feel dizzy and the next thing I knew I was on the ground with him looking at me asking me if I was ok. I got up and he got me a chair to sit on until the dizziness went away and I came down to my building after finishing talking with him. Anyway I went and talked to one of my instructors asking her opinion on if I should go home or stay at school. She let me borrow her cell phone and I called my doc and got to see him today at 4:00. It must not worry him to much for him to make me wait until this afternoon. I went outside and was waiting for class to start and my friend Ruth came by and I asked to borrow her phone and I called my mom to see if she'd come follow me to the doc and she said that if I passed out again she'd just come get me. I am still feeling kind of woozy and am in the library at the computer just finished my stuff for class and am waiting for it to start.

I hope its nothing serious. I've gotten like this before and ended up having to drop out of school because it wasn't safe for me to drive. I am hoping this doesn't happen again because rehab told me if I drop out again they won't pay for me to come back and I can't afford it on my own.

Jbug

((((( Jannie ))))))

That is so scary....I hope its nothing serious and I hope you feel better soon. Please keep us updated!!!

I got home from the doc's office and he thought that for some reason my blood pressure dropped suddenly and I passed out. He told me next time I get dizzy like that I am to sit down immediately. He told me that if my dizziness didn't go away soon he was going to send me to a cardiologist and let them have their way with me. He looked in my ears and said my ears look fine so no ear infection he suspects something with my heart. Great just some thing else for me to worry about.

Jbug

jannie, hope your heart is fine

Sorry to hear of all the bad news

Jannie I get dizzy spells like that when I haven't eaten enough, or haven't had enough protein. Were you at all hungry when that happened? I hope it works out ok....