you know you are pathetic when ...

you know you are pathetic when....

you watch the oil man deliver oil to your neighbor

while watching your breath condense as soon as it leaves your mouth , you stare out the window ,

licking your lips,watching with anticipation like a little child waiting for the ice cream truck to turn down your street

only to find that he doesn't see you .

you turn to cry, tugging on mama's skirt only to realize that you are the mama,

and when your daughter asks you to turn on the heat all you can say is sorry baby put your hat and gloves on .





pull this if you must. I am so sad I just had to say it . When my pysical pain is elevated everything else just seems so much worse , which is what makes me pathetic

you are not pathetic you are a struggling mom trying to your best , i wish i could send you some heat

(((((((((((((((hope)))))))))))))))

situations can be pathetic, but not people..

I feel pathetic ane weak , so many out there are struggling far greater than I, what gives me the right to feel this way ????

ive been told you dont need a 'right' to have your feelings...

the fact that youre alive gives you the right to have feelings.... yes, this is a man talking... with feelings...

(((((Hope)))))

Doesn't sound at all pathetic to me, I'm sorry you're having a hard time.

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I feel pathetic ane weak , so many out there are struggling far greater than I, what gives me the right to feel this way ????

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((((hope))))) I am so sorry
you need heat omg
you are not pathetic

(((((((((((HOPE)))))))))))))

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Hang on in there little one.

((((((((((((( Hope )))))))))))))

always hope ((((((((hope)))))))))

thanks my friends, today was a little better

Oh Hope! I'm so sorry things are so hard on you right now.

Hugs,

Jan

Hope and dont tell yourself otherwise. You are doing your best and that is all that can be asked. if you need them hun

*hugs* I don't think that makes one pathetic in the least!!!

Thanks for all the support, my friends. GiraffeBoy found a charity that looks at need instead of just income (we always seem to make just a little too much to qualify for anything) and we should be getting an oil delivery soon. We are allowed one delivery of 100 gallons of oil. I am hoping that we can make that last the rest of the winter. Please pray for an early spring LOL. The ladies that came to our house to evaluate our needs were so wonderful, they even went out and bought us fresh food. I am very grateful for this service and I was happy to have some baby quilts ready for them to pass along to another family in need.

(((((Hope)))))) YAY!

((((((hope and GB)))))))
I am so happy for you both