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Old Nov 16, 2022, 10:07 AM
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I leave my apartment quite a few times for errands and bike riding. But lately, what scares me, is that I don't have a desire to take a long trip. I don't know why that is? I used to be such a travel warrior. I loved to set out for a long trip, being somewhere different, and adventure. Now it seems stupid for me. I don't know what went wrong?

I don't know if what I said can qualify as an answer to leaving the house? It's just that I feel bad being the way I am now. And I feel bad that others whom I know are taking trips. Plus I feel like I have leave the area where I live now to relocate because it's too costly and there's not much great things going for me.
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Old Nov 21, 2022, 09:49 PM
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I hadn't left my apartment for almost 2 weeks (except to pick up the mail and, once, to go to the laundry room) until yesterday. It's the time change, the way the sun stays low. I feel so afraid. Just doom. Terror. But I made it to the grocery store yesterday and to a therapy appointment today.
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Old Nov 22, 2022, 10:42 AM
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I hadn't left my apartment for almost 2 weeks (except to pick up the mail and, once, to go to the laundry room) until yesterday. It's the time change, the way the sun stays low. I feel so afraid. Just doom. Terror. But I made it to the grocery store yesterday and to a therapy appointment today.
I rarely leave my residence.
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Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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Old Nov 26, 2022, 09:52 PM
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I almost never leave my parents' home and when I do, it's with my Mom. I live with them. I sometimes plan to go out shopping alone or to eat somewhere alone but I never do it since I am worried about putting on clean clothes and wearing makeup and having alright, clean hair. I think it is an insurmountable thing to do. It sucks since I need to work. I get Disability but it is not enough for me. I've been stick in the house since about 2019, and I really wish I could find some independence. I'm a thirty year old woman and I need to try to make life happen for me. I'm trying some things indoors. I've started doing journal prompts. I started drawing again in the spring but I cannot seem to do it daily. I mostly like the computer. I guess I need to meet the demand and then I think I need to just suit my needs. Does it mean I'm being optimistic to say I could ever get out?
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Old Nov 27, 2022, 10:09 AM
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I almost never leave my parents' home and when I do, it's with my Mom. I live with them. I sometimes plan to go out shopping alone or to eat somewhere alone but I never do it since I am worried about putting on clean clothes and wearing makeup and having alright, clean hair. I think it is an insurmountable thing to do. It sucks since I need to work. I get Disability but it is not enough for me. I've been stick in the house since about 2019, and I really wish I could find some independence. I'm a thirty year old woman and I need to try to make life happen for me. I'm trying some things indoors. I've started doing journal prompts. I started drawing again in the spring but I cannot seem to do it daily. I mostly like the computer. I guess I need to meet the demand and then I think I need to just suit my needs. Does it mean I'm being optimistic to say I could ever get out?
I completely understand how you feel. I’m in the same situation.
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Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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Old Nov 27, 2022, 11:26 AM
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I rarely leave my house either. Intrusive thoughts
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Old Dec 10, 2022, 12:07 PM
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It has taken me a long time to accept I am the same way. I prefer to avoid places with lots of people, always feeling congested in these environments.
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Old Dec 21, 2022, 12:41 PM
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I very rarely leave my house, unless it's an absolute necessity---and if I do, I have to have someone come with me for support.......I can relate to many of you....
I am literally afraid of almost everything outside of my home......My world is very small.....**SIGH**
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Old Dec 21, 2022, 06:39 PM
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I’m scared to go out of my home because of the coronavirus and crime rates.
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch.

Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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