What do you think?

I was sound asleep dreaming when I hear my husband say;"Can I study in here" I woke to say yeah and was trying to get back to sleep before I woke fully. Then he adjusts the bed and scares my little old dog and she is trying to balance on my side where I am not sleeping. Finally after a lot of noise and moving about I tell him that I was asleep dreaming when he woke me and he said :"OKAY". It was pretty early especially since I was up late with bad reflux last night. I feel angry. After all of that I fall back to sleep and I am awakened by my Jack Russell crying and begging me to lift her onto thr brd. He is downstairs on the big computer and let her come back up. I feel awful. I often don't feel like my needs or desires are contmplated and now he pulls this. He is such a sweet man in many ways but this is selfish behavior in my opinion.

((((hugs)))) I think you need to go back to bed and get the rest you want! He did ask, though, didn't he? Or do you think he just said it to appease you? Put the dog back down, and go back to bed

I went back to bed and slept a LONG time. I have a lot of pain today. We went to town and walked and shopped. I am afraid of what is happening in my body. I recently got a double chin as well as a second roll on my belly. Scares me. I do not eat. I have forced myself to eat two meals a day with high protein and limit carbs. I use the exercise bike at home a little bit each day. I am having trouble with bursitis in both hands. It is in the thumb joint. I wear splints most of the time and I can't really do much with them on. Or off as I have pain. I am getting frightened of my body and it's unfitness. I hate it. I hate having pain. I have it pretty constantly though the severe pain is managed. I have learned that if I pull in my belly and stand straight and walk I have less pain. Standing hurts but not as much if I do this. I have muscles that need to be strengthened but carefully. I pushed too far in P.T. and it hurt bad Friday. Anyway, I guess this is not the forum for this so I will stop. Thanks Sky.