[Scott902]

I have no idea what finally did it, but right now, I'm very close to snapping.
I'm tired of being treated like I am.
I'm tired of basically being a slave to others, because they are too lazy to get off their butts and do anything for themself.
I'm tired of retreating to the net to get away, just to be interrupted every 5 min by them to do more of what they could do themself.
I'm so close to giving up on everything, and walking out the door, and to the local hospital, and have them put me somewhere.
Either that, or to local police station, and puch a cop, so I get locked up for long time.

((Note: I actually won't do either, just stating that I have been thinking of them.))

Mike, if you feel that way, then it is time to go to the hospital and tell them of the feelings you have. You need help. I reached that moment a couple of times in life and one time lead to suicidal thoughts. the second time I felt this way I immediately told emergency room staff that I was near emotional breakdown and the counselling service were great! The hospital chaplain was teh first to talk to me and, though I am not spiritual in my life practices, he was a great help. I found that the chaplain did more for me to break the anxiety I felt. Consider this as another option instead of police. Chaplains have a great ear for listening.

[Bethsway]

My thoughts are with you and hope that this feeling goes away fast...!! Talking to someone may help!!

Mike
I agree is there someone you can talk to
Your DAd?

please know we all care here about you
keep posting
never give up
muffy

[Scott902]

I guess I just need to blow off steam.
Things have been getting too hectic, prepping for the move, and since a friend is being bothered by her ex.
Sometimes I just dont understand things, and that gets me stressed out.
That's the only bad thing about still being a kid. Not understanding a lot.
Think the help I really need, is just to be able to talk to someone, and maybe vent steam.

Then vent away hun. That is what we are here for.

HUGS

[50guy]

Hi Mike,
You can vent to me if you need to. I am available by PM or you can vent in the thread. Sometimes we just need to let it all out to someone. I know you wouldn't do it but, punching a cop would be a mistake, I was a cop, my son is a cop and my nephew is a cop. We don't like to be punched and have been known to seriously hurt people that punch us, so keep that in mind.

I am here for you to vent on, I'm used to that.

Have a great day,

[Scott902]

Like I said, I'd never do those things, just sometimes a kid feels like doing something to get away from the things that drive him nuts, and he does not think rationally. At least I vent my steam, and don't do the things that others do.

I hate violence, and wont even fight back, so cops really dont have anything tp fear, cept maybe a kid's tears of frustration.

Well, I went outside and started smashing fallen branches, and that helped some.

[50guy]

Mike,
I have long been a sucker for a kid's tears, especially when they are born of fustration. I know how things can be, I was a kid once too. I never forget that.
Have a great day,
Eric

[Fuzzybear]

[Scott902]

It's just hard at times, being 31 physically, yet 10 mentally.
Sometimes its cause I dont understand things that grownups understand.
Most times, its cause most grownups dont understand about me.