Being me...

Ok, so I'm 31 physically, and 10 mentally.

I'm done being the grownup everyone expects me to be.
i just wanna be the kid that i am.
if people cant accept that, then so be it.
why should i hurt all the time, and sit here crying cause people wanna be mean to me, just cause i'm difrent?

so, i like to play with toys, and run in the rain. so what if i hang out in my undies, as long as its ok? (and it is, since live in nudist camp)
i like being called sweetie, and honey, and kiddo.
i like snuggling and cuddling.
i like being a kid, and i dont care anymore if people think i'm a freak. cause to me, the people who think that, are the freaks, cause they dont car about a little kid's feelings.

PS: Thanks Muffy, for helping me realize this.

I really dont mind being a kid as long as people accept me for who and how i am.
yes, i talk like a kid, use kid terms, and do kid things.
I like being called what grownups call kids, like kiddo and honey.
Most of all, i love when people ask me about how i am, no matter how embarasing or personal, as it helps them understand better.

I don't like the grownup body, mostly the hair... LOL

Honey, I think it's great if you have found what makes you happy. We would all probably be better off if we could act like the little kid we were or should have been.

I'm not crazy about my grown up body either. It's getting a little to old for me.

Nice to meet you Scott.

Nice to meet you sweetie. sorry I'm in my cave so I usually don't say much