[Kathyanita]

i don't know what to do. I feel like calling a crisis line or my T but i'm afraid I would end up being put in the hospital and i don't think im at the point where I need to be locked up. if i told go to ER they might not let me leave and im not a danger to myself it's just pressure building in my head.

[Sabrina_saw]

Isn't there an anonomys hot line that you could call? Perhaps you have a minister at a church that you could talk to? If you are feeling that you really need to talk to someone then you do need to make that call. Perhaps you can mention that you are no a danger to yourself but that you are in bad shape.

I hope it turns out ok. Please take of yourself

1-800-SUICIDE

call it... your life is more important than any fears you have about calling.
and they just want to talk you through your crisis...

there are so many more numbers....
youthline: 1877-968-8454
hotline in los angeles: 310-391-1253
and check your phone book

[Sabrina_saw]

Sera - nice to see you posting. I must be honest though, you avatar gives me the absolute shivers.
I hope you are doing alright