Fighting My Demons.....with both fists...

As most of you already know (my dear site friends), I'm a survivor of an abusive 20 year relationship...And while I consider myself a strong woman, I nonetheless am discovering that i have some pretty glaring weaknesses....I guess that it's been so long since I've felt love and support, that it's like a drug. I hope that by this realization, I can get this thing in check. But your love has become my love...Your problems, mine too..And that can get out of hand...Thank you for being there for me and forgive me anyone on site, if i've "drawn too close"...I love you all and don't want to have to give you up...I just want to get things back into a controlled realm...You've been invaluable in my ongoing recovery and I thank you all.
love, grace

Grace, I've come to know you through your posts. I think you're a very strong woman and I admire you. Let us know what we can do to help and we'll do it..........xoxoo pat

Are you leaving?

I'll miss you if you are. You're wonderful.

Mac----You don't have to apologize for anything! I've had the most fun talking with you in chat. You keep me grounded and fun, and I love that about you. I know things have been tough lately, a lot of drama such, please put it past you, and don't invest so much of yourself that you loose you. I love hanging out with you! As I've said before, you're one kick ... chick!

Love,
Rayna

Hi Grace -- Hmm, not sure exactly what you mean. But you're a dandy pal -- hope you'll stick around for a while.

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We do love you here!

nightdream

I've mostly met you in chat and I hope you stick around, take care and let me know if there's anything I can do....

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I don't really know you but I hope you're not leaving. I think the support that is offered here is invaluable to us all. {{{{{{{{grace}}}}}}}}

Perspective and balance are always in flux. Each new experience changes us, and the ripples emanate through inner regions we never knew. Look how safe you really are here to be how you truly are. I bet all of us have occaision to marvel and or fret about the power of the connection we develop here. I'm sure glad you are here.

you don't need to apoligize at all! *hugs* you can bug me all you want!

It sounds like you are fighting. Good for you. I worry about those who "give up". You're in my thoughts. I hope to "meet" you soon.