so very lonely...

i want someone.. i wouldn't even mind if was treated badly again.. i just don't wanna be alone...

i know this isn't the same thing. but you have a beautiful dog... maybe you could just hug her close tonight and enjoy her company?

well... it was worse before i got her, i had a lot of anxiety + felt everything was unreal...
but a dog really doesn't replace a person.. kinda like that feeling of security thing too.. dog is like 10% ..i'm probably not making much sense..

Hi Neri --

It's okay to feel lonely. Forgive yourself, and be kind to yourself.

And remember -- we can feel lonely in a relationship or even in a crowd of people.

Sometimes getting involved with something you love or enjoy takes my mind off it. I love to make childish bookmarks out of glitter, or to paint advertising refrigerator magnets with acrylic paint and glitter, or larger crafts projects.

When I had dogs, taking my dog for a walk always made me feel better. Dogs are so amazing. Every time they go for a walk, they are so happy and excited. Doesn't matter if it's the same walk they took that morning -- and every morning and evening for the past five years. Every smell is new -- every moment is new. We can learn a lot from our pets.

((((((((((((((((((((((Neri)))))))))))))))))))))))))

Oh sweetie, I'm right there with ya, wanting the exact same thing so I totally understand what you're going through. ((((((((((((((neri))))))))))))