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Now if thou would'st When all have given him o'er From death to life Thou might'st him yet recover -- Michael Drayton 1562 - 1631 |
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The problem with ECT is that you cannot predict how much of your memory will be affected. I know someone who had one single treatment and he has very poor short term memory now. I also know people who had no worse memory loss than just around the time of the treatment and had good help. But I also know those who had their whole life history wiped out, including how to do their job. Those had several treatments since the depression came back and they was put on a routine. One I talked to had almost 100 treatments! (This individual wished the treatment would finally wipe out memories from childhood abuse but it never happened, only the good and newer memories disappeared.) All weren't like him though, most just did what they were told.
From what I can see, when you are informed you are getting the nice version, that you "might" have SOME memory issues. Just last decade people were told it was "proven" that NO long term memories issues could happen! Now they say it is rare. Still, it is like Russian roulette. You have NO idea if it will be you that has severe memory wipeout. The scariest is that in many places this is done without consent. That is really horrifying.
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I have a relative who is a psychiatrist. She is convinced that ECT is completely safe and effective. I told her about a friend's cousin whose life was totally destroyed by it. Her response was to deny that that was possible.
Like the OP's doctor, they simply repeat what they believe and throw out any evidence to the contrary. Blows my mind. If doctors don't report the negative outcomes, then people continue to be only partially informed. I'm not for or against ECT, but why refuse to believe the obvious (that the outcome can be very bad). I do realize that it helps many people, but we should not ignore the other possibilities. |
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yep, exactly. i see how ECT could potentially be an effective treatment, even if it wasn't in my case. i don't believe that it's inhumane. the problem is that (at least in my experience) doctors fail to understand the potential severity of side effects and make them sound like an afterthought while explaining the treatment to you. when you're depressed and desperate, you're going to listen to the doctor if he tells you that there is no risk of long term damage. people just deserve to be better informed on what can happen, even if the cases are rare.
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![]() i'm 99.9% sure that my problems are being caused entirely by how ECT affected the way my brain works, based on the timelines of what happened and my overall experiences. it's within the realm of possibility that i'm wrong, but i think that if you could experience what i've experienced you'd see it the same way. |
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I had a horrible series of ECT'S - 77 to be exact, yes, that's right 77! Did it help with the depression -NO. Basically, I was medication resistant for major depression and I think they ran out of remedies, and threw me to the ECT wolves.
My long-term memory is shot. If I didn't have journals pre-ECT, or people telling me this and that, I would only know life from 2003 until now. You would think after ECT #25 that obviously they weren't working. Why did I agree to 77? I was hoping for a "cure", just like chemo for a cancer patientS. Each ECT I would have, I prayed that would be the one that would "cure" me. WRONG. |
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Caseygirl....has anything worked for your depression? I have only had 7 ECT treatments and have not noticed any improvement. In fact I think I am worse because I but so much hope into it:-(.
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In our city, it seems everyone with mental illness and depression seems to be diagnosed as BP. My advice, be wary, and if you think ECT isn't working be your own advocate. For me, I was just so sick I didn't know which way was up. My family thought my pdoc was god so agreed with him. Don't go soley by me though as I have heard that they are successful in some people. |
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I will never do ECT again.
The memory loss (short & long term) is too much...esp being a parent and i have NO idea what my child is referring to sometimes. AND the fact that it didnt work. It was a pain, i started bilateral treatment inpatient, then outpatient. Couldn't drive.. Still depressed shortly after. Not worth it in my experience. I think the best part was the feeling of being put under general anesthesia! |
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Vanessa, I do understand what you are going through. I hate that I have lost memories of my children's childhoods, but I did like the anesthesia part like you did. No ECT ever again for me.
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haha... i totally loved that. for some reason it was fun when they'd count down and you'd drift off into unconciousness suddenly, always looked forward to it.
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So....I had ECT on and off "acute (3x/week) to maintenance (1x/2wks) for about 4 years, just ended in June 2013. At first, and for a while, the ECT really did help me to feel better. I even kept working P/T while I was in tx. I had no real memory problems for quite a while, then noticed I had no "internal map" of this city that I lived in for over 25 years, and did not remember places where I used to live. I started to lose other long term memories, including my son's childhood, major vacation trips, etc, about a year and a half ago. My depression relapsed so deeply I was inpatient more than out (6x admitted over the course of Mar-July 2013), and in fact, while I wanted to continue w/ECT, my ECT pdoc decided to stop and refused to treat me: due to the memory/cognitive effects and b/c it was not helping anymore.
I would say the same thing about ECT as any other tx for mental health problems: the tx that works depends on the individual and their unique response to it. In terms of considering ECT or not, definitely check out the latest research studies before agreeing to it. Know that you don't know how it will affect you until you try it. Know also that there are many other, "non-traditional" paths to wellness as well as the more popular medical ones. Good luck to everyone...feel better soon! ![]() |
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If it wasn't for the bad problem solving in math and the writing difficulties, I would do it as a last resort as the chances of it being this severe isn't likely I'm sure of. I don't remember much of my life anyways. But yeah I would do a lot of research before I decide to do it. There is still that magnetic thing and deep brain stimulation..
Edit: Even after reading about the terrible side effects, it comes to show how desperate I am. |
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yeah i mean, the effects suck but i'm alive i guess. i don't think it was a poor decision to go through with the treatment -- i was days away from suicide, and i most likely was just really unlucky with the severity of the side effects. the fact that it made significant changes to the way my brain works leads me to believe that it could be an effective treatment for depression for some people. it's an extremely inexact science though, and i guess the changes that ended up happening in my brain were the wrong ones.
it's just incredibly frustrating for every ECT doctor who has been consulted by my psychiatrist (including those who treated me) to deny that there's any chance that ECT was responsible for what happened. it's kind of like if you were hobbling around on one leg after an amputation, and all of the most prestigious doctors in the world told you "there's no way you could possibly only have one leg." |
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I had a series of 12, not sure if it did any good. I wanted a light bulb to go off. I wanted to feel amazingly happy....nothing really happened
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Thanks for posting your story. I don't think they really know what ECT does. I would rather we not have it around at all, but if we are I think it should be studied as to efficacy and side effects. Your experience sounds like other people who have had ECT.
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![]() In my personal experience if it was not for ECT i would have killed myself, that was my plan. I was sick of trying different medications, losing friends, dropping out of my college classes. The doctors explained to me about the memory loss, and believe me it's not something that I was looking forward to. Yes I have lost memories but I did not have any other option. It saved my life because like I said my only other option was to kill myself. |
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** sorry - I tend to get nit-picky about stupid stuff. But MLKjr was not the 2nd most famous assassination. Lincoln, JFK and then maybe MLK
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Thanks for posting this. My doc has suggested ECT for me and I am going to say no.
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