[88Butterfly88]

I'm still doing good with this! I actually lost weight too. But it's not all good because eating seems to be replaced by wanting to harm myself. Those two bad habits seem to switch back and forth. I can't decide which is worse.

[Nimportequoi]

Read the link. Wish they had said men and woman, but the study could apply to either. I have wondered if there is something in the brain that does that. THANK YOU for sharing the link!

You're welcome. I was wondering why they would only take females for the survey too.

[Nimportequoi]

...and another link.
J. K. Rowling quote. | Skills and Business

you don't wanna know

currently in the process of eating a huge bag of twiglets, some flying saucers, and £4 of jelly beans

(and that's on top of my 2 meals)

[88Butterfly88]

Shattered.

I'm doing good. Have overate or self-harmed all day.

Originally Posted by 88Butterfly88

Shattered.

I'm doing good. Have overate or self-harmed all day.

that's good!. it's been a while since i've had 1 of those days

i didn't do too badly eating wise today- just a few saucers and my meals

i should point out: flying saucers is an english candy with sherbert in it.

for those that didn't know..

[Angelique67]

Originally Posted by shattered sanity

i should point out: flying saucers is an english candy with sherbert in it.

for those that didn't know..

That sounds delish!

[88Butterfly88]

Overate a lot last night

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

That sounds delish!

they are (once you are able to track them down!)

they were a huge thing in the 1990's, but not so much now

some shops still sell them, and amazon has them in big boxes with like 100 candies in it

[Angelique67]

Originally Posted by shattered sanity

they are (once you are able to track them down!)

they were a huge thing in the 1990's, but not so much now

some shops still sell them, and amazon has them in big boxes with like 100 candies in it

Mm, thank you for the info! I'll have to look at them on Amazon. There's almost anything you can get from them. I saw some candy on Amazon, stuff we had in the 1960s until now, if I really want it. it's interesting to see candy bars they no longer have in many stores.

Originally Posted by Angelique67

Mm, thank you for the info! I'll have to look at them on Amazon. There's almost anything you can get from them. I saw some candy on Amazon, stuff we had in the 1960s until now, if I really want it. it's interesting to see candy bars they no longer have in many stores.

that is 1 good thing about amazon, i totally agree

someone once told me about an american candy- twizzlers. said they were really nice and all.... found a seller on their who do american candies.. so was able to order some.

and mmmm yes, they are good

and now i want to find other american candies

i just made myself really ill on too much pizza

uggg

[Angelique67]

Originally Posted by shattered sanity

i just made myself really ill on too much pizza

uggg

I hope you're feeling better now!

[Blue_Bird]

Not sure what my technical diagnosis is. My psych doctor has it as BED but my primary doctor has it as Bulimia. Doesn't really matter I guess just getting better does. At my first nutritionist appointment sitting in the waiting room, will write how it goes

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

I hope you're feeling better now!

i am, yes.

but in sted of learning my lesson... what am i doing?
i'm overeating

god... eating is hard (eating right is hard)

it is nice to see you post here blue_bird.

been a while since i've seen your name anywhere on the forum

[Anrea]

http://www.xojane.com/healthy/im-bin...im-not-binging

[Blue_Bird]

Hey Shattered Sanity, it's good to see you also I have been pretty busy plus I only have internet access when I'm in my day treatment program or at the library so I'm not on nearly as much as I used to be.


Appointment with nutritionist went well yesterday. She is having me track what I eat throughout the day for the next 2 weeks. We also made a meal plan. I will try to stick of it the best I can, my main goal though is to not binge or purge which will be a challenge.

i am going to kill which ever of my alters ate my flying saucers!

i don't have any now. any. who ever it was ate about 100 candies in the space of.. well, i guess half an hour to an hour

[88Butterfly88]

Very stressed today so I turned to food to cope. Too many fruit snacks and frozen fruit bars.

[Blue_Bird]

Doing so-so. Need to go grocery shopping and get some veggies and fruit. Trying my best

currently making my way through the biggist bag of candy i've ever had in my posession

a 4 pound bag of foam bananas(that is a hell of a lot of candy)

this is on top of my 2 meals a day, my daily vanilla coke and my potato chip binge of an evening.

i am not doing good!

not a good day yesterday.

sausages

foam bananas (directly after breakfast)

3 cokes

more bananas

toad in the hole

some twiglets

3 more cokes

some chocolate buttons

made myself sick on pizza yesterday.

i had to order the 12 inch pizza and garlic bread to go with it... way way too much, but yeah

had 3 cokes, despite almost being sick after drinking 2 in quick succession. i told myself i didn't need the third, but drank it anyway

then foam bananas