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I don't want to live no more
I am stupid not like you and you my sister does things I can't do so many questions in my brain I don't deserve to live you don't love me why do I have to be this stupid? I'm not smart if you have aspergers you are no good give me a knife! I want to kill myself! I can't stand it anymore! -------------------------------- tears kept pouring last night my little boy filled with fright ran out in front of cars thought it would leave no scars I told him I love him so much tried to hold him and stroke him with a gentle touch we talked about the cars and the danger of it all he said he deserved to get injured and I felt so small he acted out in horrible ways- yesterday- before this event the anxiety building up at the zoo- nothing could prevent it all went pretty fine until now- when his mind drew the line --------------------------------- why won't they listen to a family in need? a little while longer and we will all fall apart at this speed you talk and you tell them everything still they leave your heart with nothing but a sting today I wrote a letter in crying hope to make life better the Swedish autism organization please help us in this unbearable situation! --------------------------------- I love my son and I try to explain to have aspergers doesn't mean you're insane my boy you know so much about so much about cars, stamps, history, countries and such aspergers- is to live with a different kind of brain in an environment with social rules- it causes pain you are smart my boy- that I know having aspergers- is often whispering of a high IQ I will see to it my son... that you get the help you need! |
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Nina, I hope that one day soon some one will hear your cry for help. Your are the best mom, you have such patience with G. I know that it is not easy. May peace and calmness come to you soon. Altheia
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Thank you for your words, my loyal friend! Your support means a lot to me!
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((((((((((((((((((((( Nina & G )))))))))))))))))))))))
How my heart goes out to you both. ![]() You are in my prayers and I know that someday, somehow, things WILL work in your favor! xoxox sabby |
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((((((nina)))))))
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