[jefftele]

hallo any ideas i suffer with double depression and i feel some form of pd my main issue is that i am obsessed about work along with depression i have back problems vertigo ibs fibromyalgia i seem to think that if i had a job and i'd be working i'd be ok i am on meds tried so many that didn't work i rarely take the full ammount -don't know if i am scared of losing my depression as this would make me face looking for work i have been out of work so long i doubt if i'd get one it goes back to if i had a job i'd be ok.i am at the end of the road with my confusions and suicidal thoughts are creeping back tried hosts of therapies i feel washed up with no support off the so called professionals as they offer me little apart from glib answers such as do voluntary work or take care of myself i seem to go from hating them to being so needy off them i have read pd diagnosis and they come out with depressive as the main one .i know there is something wrong with me but would a pd diagnosis make sense of my life?

welcome to the forums.....you will find plenty of folks here that can relate to your concerns.....i think that its important to get a correct diagnosis......then you know what you are dealing with and can get the proper help......i also would caution you about not taking meds as prescribed......they can only work if you take them and the only way you will know for sure if a certain med is working for you......keep posting....we'll help you all we can.....

[Fuzzybear]

Welcome to PC! You'll find lots of support here!