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Mar 12, 2010, 01:44 AM
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idk if this counts as ptsd so sorry if i posted this in the wrong area...
a month ago i got drunk with some friends (im 14, this was my first encouter with alchahol). it went horribly. i don't remember the whole night but i know i almost killed myself a few times. my friends watched out for me for most of the night. and later they all left and i was alone in a room with people i didn't know, all adults and i was crazy drunk. everytme i think about this night i can't sleep, i get this gut-wrenching feeling and im just really scared every time i think about this.
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I wanna heal, I wanna feel Like Im close to something real I wanna find something ive wanted all along Somewhere I belong? he who does not feel me is not real to me Therefore he doesn't exist So poof...vamoose you sob What's wrong with the world, mama People livin' like they ain't got no mamas I think the whole world addicted to the drama Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma And to discriminate only generates hate And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now. i'm not afraid to take a stand Everybody come take my hand We'll walk this road together, through the storm Whatever weather, cold or warm Just let you know that, you're not alone Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony |
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Mar 12, 2010, 04:57 AM
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It was the alcohol. It seems not to agree with you. I would not drink anymore. That and you are too young to drink.
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Mar 12, 2010, 10:15 AM
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First of all, everyone, well alot of people go through really bad experiences with drinking alcohol for the first time. I don't think this counts for PTSD but it certainly is something you should talk about, esp. the part of trying to kill yourself. Do you suffer with depression?
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Mar 12, 2010, 12:26 PM
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yes i am depressed
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I wanna heal, I wanna feel Like Im close to something real I wanna find something ive wanted all along Somewhere I belong? he who does not feel me is not real to me Therefore he doesn't exist So poof...vamoose you sob What's wrong with the world, mama People livin' like they ain't got no mamas I think the whole world addicted to the drama Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma And to discriminate only generates hate And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now. i'm not afraid to take a stand Everybody come take my hand We'll walk this road together, through the storm Whatever weather, cold or warm Just let you know that, you're not alone Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony |
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Mar 17, 2010, 12:41 AM
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This is a great learning experience for you--a huge lesson- do not drink! Always remember this night as the night you found out you are unable to tolerate boos....and remember how you feel now, too. Time will pass, you'll feel better, and you'll have had this experience to remind you! Be good to you. You deserve it. |
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#6
Mar 17, 2010, 07:46 AM
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((((((( d&d )))))))
Learn. Grow. Move on. |
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