I don't wanna!!

I work nights. I work in a customer service setting, where I have to deal with people that look down on me, and supervisors that don't offer any support. I realize that not all people will be so demanding, but I still dread going in to work, knowing that nobody appreciates me. Before I leave for work, I get so stressed, worrying about how I'll deal with everyone. I also get angry, not wanting to go there at all. I know that work is a necessity, but I hate the environment, or at least the FEELING of it. NO THE CUSTOMER IS NOT ALWAYS RIGHT, and NO, I'M NOT A DOORMAT. I see other people I work with, and they bow, and scrape, and it just makes me sick to my stomach. Can't I just be myself, without feeling so low? UGH!! <font color="red"> </font>

(((((magickal1)))))

Can you find another job? I know changing jobs isn't always the answer, but it sounds as if this isn't a good environment for you at all. I don't blame you one bit, either. I wouldn't do good in a place like that.

Maybe you can hold on to this one until you can find another one? idk...

Try to hang in there.

Welcome to PC maj... no the customer isn't always right, but they are always the customer. Try and treat each person nicely, and let their rudeness be their problem. I KNOW this is tough, I know. It took me years to get through some of the social skills I "lost" due to ptsd. TC