[vanna123]

I have been doing so well for seven years. I have had times of depression and stuff don't get me wrong - but the last few days have been days from hell.
The flashbacks are too much. HE constantly comes back and hurts me again and I cannot stop him. I cannot sleep - he comes so quickly when my defenses are down. 4 days and only about 10 hours sleep in all that time - I am so tired.
Called for an emergency meeting with my P doctor - tomorrow - oh no itt is now today. I am starting to go in and out of being here and it is scary when he comes.
tried everything i used before and started yesterday with an emergency meeting with a new social worker ---- spent most of the session crying.
it is early in the morning and again i was awoken by him being here and all of a sudden i remembered you guys.
Maybe I cannot talk to someone in person or on the phone du to the middle of the night situation but i figured i can talk sort of by being here.
when he comes he is so hurting me and i scared i alone im want a safe touch and talk i want him go away but he dont listen.

[Rapunzel]

((((((((( vanna )))))))))))

How about an update? Did you find someone who can help you? You can keep posting here, of course, too. I'm not sure what to tell you because you don't seem to be asking a question, but I wanted you to know that I read your post, and I hope that you are feeling better now.

Rap

[selfy]

hugs!!!!!
dont worry hun,,, he is then and u r now.... he is not really there.
u r safe from him, talk to us,,,in chat,post, PM someone
we r your friends
take care
hugsss
self